Lyrics Now What - K Rino

Now What

If you going through this
This for you
Just think about it real deep
When we were together
Never thought two’d become three
So, now what?
Is it over?
This I can’t believe
I got a phone call the other night
Information that would transform a brother’s life
Off the Richter, whole vibe seem suspect
My girl was on the phone, sounding like she was upset
What the matter?
What’s the deal?
What’s the problem?
Keep it real, you can tell me how you feel
She said, «Well, I haven’t been feeling great
My friend that comes to visit once a month’s a little late
I said, «Relax till we get it straight, the jury’s still out
All we can do is chill and wait till we deliberate»
She said, «What about this nausea and throwing up?»
The more she spoke the more the odds kept going up
Now I’m tryna get my mind right
Visions of that night now 20/20 in hindsight
Fear, doubt and confusion
Stranded in the unknown aftermath of a heated moment
We only got five months worth of date time
Started thinking about rumours I’d heard through the grapevine
Do I really know her like I thought?
Peace I can’t find
What if this a hustle and this baby really ain’t mine
Huh, better call my old man up
First thing he said, «If it’s yours, you better stand up»
I called mama cause crazy I was about to go
She said, «Don't worry until you find out for sho»
Maybe this is a blessing that God’s showing you"
Mama said, «If you stressing, imagine what she’s going through
If she is be a man, try to clear the air»
«OK, let me call her, better yet I’m going over there»
Showed up with an EPT, she took it out the box
I stepped in the other room cause I wasn’t about to watch
Both of us stressing, anxious with a nervous heart
Showed the stick to me, plus sign in the circle part
We both sat down, contemplating what to do
I told her it up to her, she told me, «It's up to you»
Now we arguing, our volume starting to increase
She ain’t have a job and I’m barely making my ends meet
And now the frustration, words got hostile
How do I know you’ve only been with me and this is my child
When I said that, I seen the hurt in her eyes show
She started to cry, I saw hope start to die slow
I knew I shouldn’t have took it there, that’s when I started crying
Lying if I say, «Abortion never crossed my mind»
Then my life’s mission came to me like a vision
I’m being selfish, I need to make the right decision
For all three of us, troubles come, we fight back
Deadbeat and negligent, I could never be like that
We stayed up discussing it till the break of day
Decided to have my child and trust in God to make a way
Holding on, gotta be strong
Holding on, is it over?