| I know you was worried, I know you was scared
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| Put yourself in a tough spot, totally unprepared
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| You trusted his words, trusted every lie that he spoke
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| Never thought that he would fake out and the ties would be broke
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| Made the connection, afraid that you would lose his affection
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| The words, ‘I love you' was used a tool to deception
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| So you dove in head first without the use of digression
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| Now depression got you moving in a useless direction
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| When you found out you was pregnant, the panic took over
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| Especially when you told him, he acted like he didn’t know you
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| Now the lowest you could ever feel, you five levels below it
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| 15 with a child coming and your parents don’t know it
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| Started stressing about the outcome and the possible shame
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| So you confided in a classmate who’d been through the same
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| You wasn’t thinking clear, walking around in obvious fear
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| Gave you a number to replace and make your child disappear
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| What am I supposed to do, it’s not supposed to be this way
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| Your blood comes from my veins, baby
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| My mind is going crazy, I don’t know if I can take this
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| Lord help me as I’m praying before I make a decision
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| You aborted your baby though you didn’t wanna do that
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| You lost a part of yourself that you can never get back
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| Who can understand your mental pain, nobody but you
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| Not to mention the physical trauma your body went through
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| Nobody even know you did it to ask if you was all right
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| Forced to be strong and carry on with your everyday life
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| Now you regretting that decision feeling it wasn’t right
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| Started having bad dreams, barely sleeping at night
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| You did it 'cause you feared what folks would say when it was discovered
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| You were embarrassed at the thought about being a teenage mother
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| Plus your parents warned you about breaking them rules
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| What would they say when their little girl gave them that news
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| If you kept your baby you would have had to drop out of school
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| To put your heart into the hands of a fool
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| When you finally let him know he chalked it up as a win
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| The responsibility gone, now he calling again
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| What am I supposed to do, it’s not supposed to be this way
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| Your blood comes from my veins, baby
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| My mind is going crazy, I don’t know if I can take this
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| Lord help me as I’m praying before I make a decision |