| This life is such a mystery to me
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| Searching for something make me happy
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| I have everything no reason to complain
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| Is there any medicine for this pain
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| For some reason I’m still struggling to find my way
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| I’ve had time when I full with no food on my plate
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| And I’m not rich but far from struggling
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| It seems the more I did the greater my struggle is
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| Still fucked up
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| Still acting tough
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| I’m my own worst enemy
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| Always the life of the party
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| I’m having fun not hardly
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| If it wasn’t for my son I would probably be on drugs
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| This Jack Danials ain’t enough
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| When crying is easy can’t stop the tears from falling
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| Why do the streets keep calling me
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| When crying is easy I should be smiling
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| Cause God has been so good to me
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| When crying is easy
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| I’m so scared that my life will be taken from me
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| When crying is easy oh when crying is easy
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| I’m so tired of crying
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| I’ve cried so much that I am feeling dehydrated
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| And more they say they love me the more I’m filled with self hatred
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| The label they believe in me so they gave me what I said I need
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| New breast new teeth but why in the hell do I feel so cheap
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| Got me running from myself to my songs
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| Cause music is doing less help more harm
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| Made me take a real look at myself
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| Evaluate the little self-esteem I have left
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| Still fucked up
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| Still acting tough
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| I’m my own worst enemy
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| Always alive for the party
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| I’m having fun not hardly
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| If it wasn’t for my son I would probably be on drugs
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| This Jack Daniels ain’t enough
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| When crying is easy can’t stop the tears from falling
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| Why do the streets keep calling me
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| When crying is easy I should be smiling
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| Cause God has been so good to me (he's been so good to me)
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| When crying is easy
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| I’m so scared that my life will be taken from me (I'm so scared)
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| When crying is easy oh when crying is easy
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| I’m so tired of crying
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| Tried to find it in a man
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| Tried to get it from my fans (I tried to get it from my fans)
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| Tried to pour it from a cup
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| But I still ain’t have no luck
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| Tried to find it in my heart
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| Tried to cover up the scars
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| Sometimes I feel like I’m from mars
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| How come crying can be hard
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| When crying is easy can’t stop the tears from falling
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| Why do the streets keep calling me
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| When crying is easy I should be smiling
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| Cause God has been so good to me
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| When crying is easy
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| I’m so scared that my life will be taken from me (so scared)
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| When crying is easy when crying is easy
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| I’m so tired of crying |