| To excel in the highs, I survive the lows
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| I adjust to the pain and remain of course
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| Never lost in the sauce when you stay the course
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| I plant seeds to my growth through my thoughts and words
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| Emerge, I rise from the rubble and the dust beneath me
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| Feeling like I’m on the right path 'cause the journey ain’t easy
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| I can’t leave rap alone, the game needs me
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| But that’s a lie, I been self-centered and selfish
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| Reliving traumas, dealing with karma, I can’t help it
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| Headed in the wrong direction, these lessons I ain’t learned
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| Burning bridges due to pride, broken on the inside
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| Still unsure of who I am, I don’t know if there is a god
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| Superstitious my religion, I follow internal laws
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| Saw the signs and went the other way, a rebel with a cause
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| Losing friends, the game foes, my insecurities exposed
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| Internally it’s like a fight, feel like they turning off the lights but
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| It could be my imagination
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| Maybe it’s the side effects of procrastination
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| Like I died a million times, no exaggeration
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| I need peace and abundance, please Lord give me something
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| It could be my imagination
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| Maybe it’s the side effects of procrastination
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| Like I died a million times, no exaggeration
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| I need peace and abundance, please Lord give me something
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| Throw some insight and perspective to live life with acceptance
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| My younger years I admit I was overlooking blessings
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| I was stressing, my tunnel vision blocked the bigger picture
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| The older that I’ve gotten I’ve started to reconsider
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| Reconfigure priorities, what’s important and more to me
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| The decisions that I’m making nowadays I base 'em morally
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| Tried to learn from the past and not repeat it all historically
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| Not the same story that I’ve been telling rhetorically
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| I feel the pressure just like everybody else
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| Sometimes to elevate we feel the need to lie to ourself
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| No it doesn’t help, it’s just a side effect of what we felt
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| An alternate reality that we have built for ourselves
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| Walking through the fire hot enough to make your feet melt
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| It’s gon' be a bumpy ride so buckle up your seatbelt
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| Relax, enjoy the journey, it could all end quick
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| And that’s it, no guarantee the next is better than this, god
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| It could be my imagination
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| Maybe it’s the side effects of procrastination
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| Like I died a million times, no exaggeration
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| I need peace and abundance, please Lord give me something
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| It could be my imagination
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| Maybe it’s the side effects of procrastination
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| Like I died a million times, no exaggeration
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| I need peace and abundance, please Lord give me something |