| Just thought I’d call to say what’s up, I’m just checking in
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| And even though you ain’t my blood, you like my closest kin
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| Before the money and accolades, you was my only friend
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| Forever grateful, you were the only one that I would ever depend on
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| I know I lose track of time, I know I ain’t hit you back
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| I know you think I changed but I’m the same, that’s in full effect
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| A phone full of missed texts, I ain’t mean no disrespect
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| So before you tell me 'bout myself man just let me interject
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| It’s like no one can recall when I was broke and starving
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| Back when I would pray for better days and bright tomorrows
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| I ain’t no fool, I know this time we living on is borrowed
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| I had to be real with myself, reality can be the toughest pill to swallow uh
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| I just been working on myself, yeah
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| I just been working on myself, yeah
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| I ain’t mean to miss your call, I ain’t mean to do no harm
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| I’m just focused on myself, damn
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| I been too proud to ask for help, declining mental health
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| I’m in the process of tryna learn to love my fucking self
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| If I can’t do for me, then I can’t do for no one else
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| I ain’t tryna drink or smoke nigga, that’s gon' make this shit worse
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| I just keep working on myself, damn
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| I just been working on myself, damn
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| I know I missed your text, I lost track of time, damn
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| But for the sake of my sanity, I’ll keep working on myself
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| I’m just working on myself
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| I feel like I’m at my wits end, wonderin' when this happiness gon' kick in
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| All I do is work, you can’t tell my life ain’t no different
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| Dealing with frustrations, it’s daily, derails my vision
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| This is something I can’t explain, you gotta see it for yourself
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| This shit is sick, this is everything that I hoped it wasn’t
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| Back when niggas had dreams and aspirations of becoming something
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| I coulda never imagined I would see all of the shit I seen
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| Blind to all the warning signs and red flags in front of me
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| There’s no relief, on a search for peace, follow my path faithfully
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| I can’t believe we at a dead end, how can it be?
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| Trials and tribulations, not meeting expectations
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| Looking inside and realizing you broken and vacant
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| I just been working on myself, yeah
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| I just been working on myself, yeah
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| I ain’t mean to miss your call, I ain’t mean to do no harm
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| I’m just focused on myself, damn
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| I been too proud to ask for help, declining mental health
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| I’m in the process of tryna learn to love my fucking self
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| If I can’t do for me, then I can’t do for no one else
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| I ain’t tryna drink or smoke nigga, that’s gon' make this shit worse
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| I just keep working on myself, damn
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| I just been working on myself, damn
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| I know I missed your text, I lost track of time, damn
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| But for the sake of my sanity, I’ll keep working on myself
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| I’m just working on myself
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