Lyrics paranoia - Jxn

paranoia

I got all these questions that I can’t figure out
So if you got some answers, come and please tell me now, mmm
In the deep end and I can’t swim when I’m out here, yeah
So listen to me closely 'cause I really need some help
So unlucky, I don’t roll the dice
Feel myself drowning, can’t get through the night
This hell used to be my paradise
I’m falling
I’m all alone just tryna find ya
Feel like I’ve been through it all
Stuck in this place of paranoia
I just wanna feel something more
Trying hard to fake it but you can see right through me
And dry my eys on paper but I’m still feeling lonely
Laying in my bed, I’m just feeling off myslf, yeah
All my friends are calling asking for me to come out
Yeah, but there’s something in my head telling me I’m sad, I already know
I put my headphones on so I can’t hear the doorbell