Song information On this page you can read the lyrics of the song Secrets , by - JsonRelease date: 09.03.2015
Song language: English
Secrets |
| Who do you think you are? |
| To take what wasn’t yours |
| The innocence I once adored |
| Was tripped away behind closed doors |
| The enemies inside my home |
| But who would ever listen to me? |
| And all the secrets that you made me keep |
| It rains on the window paint |
| Darkness surrounding me |
| The steps outside my door |
| Right now I’m sound asleep |
| The door opens slowly |
| And I can hear it slightly |
| But I don’t move or even look to see who it might be |
| Someone’s next to me |
| The weight is on my bed |
| The cover’s pulling back |
| A hand is on my leg |
| I want to sneak and peak |
| But I just can’t seem to let myself |
| Is my father checking me? |
| I’m nine and I’m often wet myself |
| I have no options |
| Forgot me grip the even mood |
| Supposed to protect but abusing me |
| Now I’m so confused |
| So many emotions with |
| His sweat dripping |
| I lay there motionless hoping this night might soon to be over with |
| Holding back cries |
| My mind is racing |
| Closed eyes like I’m not awaken |
| I’d rather die than be in this situation |
| As he leaves |
| I know the secret I buried and hide |
| But hiding this secret I just seem to be buried alive |
| Who do you think you are? |
| To take what wasn’t yours |
| The innocence I once adored |
| Was stripped away behind closed doors |
| The enemies inside my home |
| But who would ever listen to me? |
| And all the secrets that you made me keep |
| And it’s tearing me apart |
| It’s tearing me apart |
| It’s tearing me apart |
| It’s tearing me apart |
| I’m older, on my own now |
| I’m grown now |
| But the secrets still won’t leave me alone now |
| Wow I felt my innocence melt away |
| Was living promiscuous really giving myself away? |
| Why would I protect you? |
| Truth I would hide and cover |
| Would anyone believe me? |
| How could I tell my mother? |
| Confusion turned to sadness |
| Sadness led to me stressing |
| Stressing led to the anger |
| Anger led to depression |
| Then I was arrested by a truth that would truly free me |
| The gospel gripped my heart |
| Shown me how the father see me |
| Biblical counseling |
| Brothers and sisters in my list |
| Help me endure it |
| Though it happened, I’ll never forget |
| But I do have a hope |
| That I do truly know |
| In heaven every memory will be whitened in snow |
| So though I struggle to forgive you |
| I fight 'cause I must |
| I must forgive you 'cause I know he’s forgiven me much |
| Who do you think you are? |
| To take what wasn’t yours |
| The innocence I once adored |
| Was stripped away behind closed doors |
| The enemies inside my home |
| But who would ever listen to me? |
| And all the secrets that you made me keep |
| And it’s tearing me apart |
| It’s tearing me apart |
| It’s tearing me apart |
| It’s tearing me apart |
| Papa papa |
| Why to they come for me? |
| Papa papa |
| How do I face my fears? |