| You live in a fairy tale reality
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| You want to be a fabricated fallacy
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| You recreated yourself, 'cause you hated yourself
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| That’s pressure from everybody around me
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| Running away from yourself you can’t face yourself
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| Screaming out loud how the hell have you found me
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| You rearranged yourself never defaced yourself
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| But you know how hurtful them put downs be
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| But you still kind of know who you are
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| You became what you wasn’t cause you know what you wanted
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| Though it probably wasn’t meant for you it ain’t in the stars
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| You wasn;t trying to hear that cause you really want it
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| What really makes us all different another guy
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| Another kid trying to live life survive hype
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| But noone ever knows what be running through yo mind
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| I was looking in the mirror looking in my own eyes
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| Chorus x2:
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| Sometimes i play games inside my mind
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| When i was younger i used to hide
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| From all my problems and hope that i
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| Would never find them
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| Verse 2:
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| I walk around fresh out of a dream
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| Barely out of puberty but feelin 22
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| Young gun loaded full of cum
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| Wild teen never dumb just goofy and making the wrong moves
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| Walkin' like a man standing in the wrong shoes
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| Thinkin' what if i have kids they’ll be just like you
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| Thinkin' money over bitches thinkin' just like you
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| Met a woman thinking marriage and i just might do it
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| Heart break and cherish, two nights in Paris
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| Day dreams apparently and that’s when i was 17
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| Wet dreams of these hoes in my P.E. |
| Class
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| Forever chasing some ass i was a young gun
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| Never dumb fully loaded full of cum
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| And that ain’t really change till i turned 21
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| Reflecting on my past like im turnin' 30 sumn
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| Im just thinking bout how far i’ve come
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| Chorus:
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| Bridge x2: Back in the days when i was young full of cum
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| Back in the days when i was dumb diddy dumb never
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| Back in the days when i was young full of cum
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| Though back in the day was never dumb diddy dumb never
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| Spoken Word Verse:
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| As i come out of this shell, this hellhole this jail
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| This cell i was confined to as a child
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| As i regain self awareness i run wild
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| As i run rampant i run free
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| Free of my fears and free of my doubt
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| I go forth with the utmost integrity
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| I let go of anything holding me back or down
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| For an enlightened man does not fear, Therefore i fear nothing
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| I’ve played Hide & Seek with my disbelieves for too long now
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| And i am found in my new mentality, as i go forth
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| END |