Lyrics Seasons Change - Jpaulished

Seasons Change

Everything was all good just a week ago
Or maybe couple years ago
Seasons change, ain’t no tellin' where the fuckin' leaves’ll go
Trees’ll grow
Life, don’t nobody know the meanin' tho
People sayin' everything just happens for a reason so
Guess I’m, here for a purpose
Put a couple songs out
Hope some people purchase
Tryna move to LA, they say it’s too expensive
People value houses, but they don’t value friendships
It’s kinda fuckin' backwards
Think I need the plaque first
From everything I wrote inside this mothafuckin' rap verse
But alI I get adverse effects
How does that work?
I guess, Ironic how the luck of the draw is really sketch
I think I need to take some time to start reflectin'
Hour phone calls with my best friends
Shit is getting cold, so I’m ventin'
Lettin' off steam
Cause I’m pissed off from the droppin' numbers of my streams
Nobody get it, cause they ain’t livin' like this
I know by saying that shit, I’m soundin' self righteous
But I just wanna say that, nobody sees
All the failure that I been through tryna make a masterpiece
Now you gotta act casually
Cause they don’t want you showin' off your ego
Man, you have to be
Fake humble
And they love you, if you do that
Cause they don’t wanna see you happy gettin' paid off rap
Man, this whole fuckin' world fake
I can’t stand it
I wanna fly away to space so I can change planets
Somewhere far away and stay vanished
I’m satanic, in the minds of the people
That when I win, they panic
If they can’t get it, I can’t have it too
That the fucking attitude
Constantly they mad you
Dislikin' all your videos
Commenting you ugly and got shitty flows
But they the one that’s livin' really shitty tho
Kinda ironic
That they be fuckin' sayin' that they hate you
But they be so obsessed that you swear they wanna date you
This shit is more clear than some grey goose
You probably trip
Tryna walk a couple feet in they shoes
And I ain’t talkin' trippin' like some quaaludes
It’s the way it’s lace dude
It’s too loose
Think you got a screw loose
Always watchin' Hulu
While days go by, like they waving to you
And you too dumb to probably hear the words I’m saying to you
This got me feelin' really boxed in
Tryna get my ass up outta Boston
Constant underdog
So I’m showing off my paw print
Tryna get a dark tint
On my windows so that they don’t see that I’m exhausted
I’m getting too tired
Imagine taking shots that everybody sayin' you fired
Bullet in chest, I’m in the ER with the tubes wired
Situation too dyer
Dropped a song about suicide, and they say «too fire»
I don’t really think you listen to the lyrics
You be lyin' though your teeth and think that I can’t hear it
Bro I’m talkin' to your spirt, but you soulless
I hope you girlfriend send your ass a bunch of roses
Really feelin' hopeless
Start to lose focus
Remind myself exactly what the goal is
Cause lately I been flippin', like a Razr Motorola
I been strugglin' just tryna get this weight up off my shoulders
Shit is too heavy, getting too reckless
I got a rope around my neck like it’s a new necklace
I threw that shit in the garbage after two seconds
The beat keep playin'
So I focus on a new record
Rap saved me, cliche maybe
But I ain’t tryna see hell, Satan overrated
Chokin' like I’m Sprewell
Swallowin' the greatness
I really fuckin' mean well
Hope this how you take it
I been livin' life
I’m feelin' really lonely on a Tuesday night
I just really wanna wish you goodbye
Hopin' everything gon' be alright
I been livin' life
I’m feelin' really lonely on a Tuesday night
I just really wanna wish you goodbye
Hopin' everything gon' be alright
Yea
I been livin' life
I’m feelin' really lonely on a Tuesday night
I just really wanna wish you goodbye
Hopin' everything gon' be alright
Yeah yeah yeah yeah
Yeah yeah yeah yeah
Yeah yeah yeah yeah
Yeah yeah yeah yeah
Huh