| She had all the heat, but wanted a change up
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| And now she’s a stranger, which couldn’t be stranger
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| Now it’s just me, all that is memories
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| Finally realized my efforts we’re meaningless
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| So many secrets kept, use to get angry
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| Now it’s what’s leading me
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| I had to dig deep, had to retreat
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| Had to find beauty in just being me
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| Had to remember I use to be free
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| Had to be broken before finding peace
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| Have to be fearless to feel free to speak
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| Won’t every preach but yes I’ll believe
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| I’m in way too deep I have to succeed
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| Have to realize the things that I’ve seen
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| See what they mean, realize I’m lucky and see that no matter what happens I’m
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| ok, and strong and I got it like all that was nothing
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| Took it for real like that was my queen
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| Turned to a jester right after the flee
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| Stab after stab to my back but no blood
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| I had to have faith, I had to just leap
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| Oh oh how I learned some lessons
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| She was the mess that messed me up but never left me guessing
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| Saw her colors show. |
| Who she was exposed
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| So I exit no questions had to let her go
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| I’ve been reaching for my limits
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| Don’t push me away
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| I’m close my arms extended but I watch it all fade
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| Awayo-wayo-wayo
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| Yeah I watch it all fade
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| Awayo-wayo-wayo
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| Wanna stop everything
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| Please
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| Don’t tell me you’re staying when you always leaving
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| Deceiving with words that you speak on the daily
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| I felt like I wanted this woman to save me
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| I gave her my all but I guess that ain’t good enough
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| Down to the ground and I don’t feel like getting up
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| Body became comfortable living alone
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| I got tired arguing with you on phones, we no longer communicate now we just
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| bickering
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| Back and forth basically breaking each other down
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| Not to be brutal but pointing out all of our flaws
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| What I see in your eyes is no longer the love that I use to believe that you
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| had for me
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| I can never take the relationships, or basic shit, explaining this,
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| to Reminisce, think of bliss, the times I miss
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| When we used to sit in solitude soliloquies of a better time
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| I redefine and remember we used to be together
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| In any time of vendetta we never let break us or take us to put us Inside a
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| negative place so we reside forever
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| So we can never see it coming I’m running I gotta find you
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| What if I’m telling the truth. |
| I don’t think were meant to be, now I can see
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| That I gotta let you be free, even though this shit is killing me
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| Literally feeling like I lost my heart and
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| I’m way past the point of me falling apart, and you tell me I’m negative
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| I say that I’m realistic I see we don’t have the same vision
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| I can’t bring you down to my level and I realize that I gotta make changes
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| But I been so stubborn that by the time I comprehended
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| You already left now I’m just depressed |