| For the past two years I been tryna change how they view me
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| Barely know myself that mean really they never knew me
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| Went to hell and back damn my life is a fucking movie
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| Depressed and I was lost even tho I was fucking groupies
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| Only blame myself but oh well cause I had to learn
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| Shit just make me cringe thinking bout the bridges I burned
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| Man you know it’s bad when the media get concerned
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| Tried to take a shortcut, I couldn’t just wait my turn
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| Had to settle down, woke up, I’m better now
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| I know a lot of y’all niggas didn’t think I’d make it out
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| Okay I’m done with the trolling let’s a safer route
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| I’m tryna see them 4 commas inside my bank account
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| It’s time to take back control, I’m ready just let me know
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| Niggas digging up my past «May y’all just please let it go»
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| Y’all either selfish or rude, maybe y’all mentally slow
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| If you really cared for me, you would just let me grow
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| I got a lot on mind, can’t find the words to describe
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| Lord I need ya help feel like I’m dying inside
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| Now I close my eyes and pray you send me a sign
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| I can’t do this by myself because I tried many times
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| Had to change my energy, the jail life not meant for me
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| Call me my nickname that’s just adding insult to injury
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| I’m not gon' satisfy them so I can live miserably
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| That shit ate me up inside, I’m not playing, I mean literally
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| That shit wasn’t me man that shit phase
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| Tightened it up and I changed up my ways
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| Promise you I won’t go back to them days
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| So fucking tired of being a slave
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| Fall on my knees and I pray, I wake up everyday
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| Got so much shit to say, hope it don’t get too late |