Song information On this page you can find the lyrics of the song Unnecessary Pain, artist - Joe Budden. Album song All Love Lost, in the genre Иностранный рэп и хип-хоп
Date of issue: 15.10.2015
Age restrictions: 18+
Record label: Entertainment One U.S
Song language: English
Unnecessary Pain |
I still picture your affection |
I still hear you like we’re talkin' on the phone |
I Still feel it |
Like you’re right there holdin' on to me |
But words cannot explain |
We will never be us again |
Everything has changed |
Or is that just you givin' up again? |
More unnecessary pain |
I would ask how we ended up here, but I drove |
And you allowed me |
Or maybe it’s only me that remembers it |
Cause you’re so easily told about me |
But not once while we were on that road did you doubt me |
Played your position, writin' out our books |
I noticed a page missin', blame it on the age difference |
I see you in the club, now days you’re resistant |
You used to get excited just to never pay admission |
Lookin' for the old you, wishin' shit was normal |
Tried to mold you and you ended up with it on you |
Live around the corner, yeah we ain’t even formal |
So I’m askin' God, why you alive and I gotta mourn you |
Word, I see you got a little crew now |
A bunch of ugly broke bitches I know better than |
And I ain’t tryna say them hoes usin' you |
Well actually who would I be kiddin'? |
Yes I am |
I see your life from far and something’s off with it |
It’s my fault and shit, I shoulda never altered it |
I sold a dream when you couldn’t have known the cost of it |
Knew my love came with a pain and I still offered it |
Seein' your weight loss, knowin' I’m the cause of it |
If that ain’t my signature, then shit, somebody forgin' it |
But you think I ain’t hurt, like it ain’t no guilt in me |
Like it ain’t killin' me, I’m out here on a killin' spree |
A sickness, I ain’t found a way to nurse it yet |
Like I ain’t a nervous wreck, like it’s no reverse effect |
Internal bleedin' and the cuts run deep |
Every time I leave one love, a loved one leaves |
I wish I could take the pain away, but only yours |
I’ll be fine if I remain this way |
See I deserve whatever punishment I get |
You could sentence me to years |
Of hearin' my vic’s voice even when nothin' is there |
I still picture your affection |
I still hear you like we’re talkin' on the phone |
Still feel it |
Like you’re right there holdin' on to me |
But words cannot explain |
We will never be us again |
Everything has changed |
Or is that just you givin' up again? |
More unnecessary pain |
I done gone so long not givin' a fuck |
That it’s no longer erratic, now it’s a normal habit |
Even when I go my way, I gotta have it |
Bury me with my sweats on and bitches in the casket |
All the waiters and words, I let 'em loom on |
Every verse real enough to write it on my tombstone |
And so you know how real that paranoia be |
Even make me think my demise is avoidin' me |
The sick part is I withstand that abuse |
Long as the fans are amused, am I a man or a muse? |
Never sugarcoat it when I hand it to the youth |
Fell from all over the world, and always landed in the booth |
I hold music in such a high regard that |
To this day I still feel like it’s destiny |
And to these fans that I once gave my life for |
I gotta tell you that it’s not much left in me |
Yeah, and not that it’s growin' old |
But years of bearin' my soul is takin' it’s toll |
Took a father from his son, but is it best that way? |
I’m so fucked up inside I can’t regret that Trey |
Hold my head up high at the gates after my time’s up |
They say you saved somebody’s life by givin' mine up |
Wouldn’t be the first time that I went without |
Chased my true love so much that I resent it now |
You can put this in the scriptures like it’s sacred |
To live with it, but hate it is to giveth then to take it |
Goin' through the motions, it’ll strip a nigga naked |
I guess it’s for a cause if all the kids are gonna play it |
Trust me, I ain’t been the same yet |
You’ll stop and stare any time you see a trainwreck |
And I’ll take whatever punishment they give |
You can sentence me to years |
Of hearin' that fan’s voice even when nothin' is there |
I still picture your affection |
I still hear you like we’re talkin' on the phone |
Still feel it |
Like you’re right there holdin' on to me |
But words cannot explain |
We will never be us again |
Everything has changed |
Or is that just you givin' up again? |
More unnecessary pain |
Still learnin' to live with |
People coming in and out my life |
The ones who matter show it over time |
That’s why they always stay on my mind |
So I live in reality |
Nobody else matters to me but you, you, you |
Why try to hide the truth? |
I still picture your affection |
I still hear you like we’re talkin' on the phone |
Still feel it |
Like you’re right there holdin' on to me |
But words cannot explain |
We will never be us again |
Everything has changed |
Or is that just you givin' up again? |
More unnecessary pain |
I’m tried of feeling this |
I gotta live with this |