
Date of issue: 23.02.2009
Age restrictions: 18+
Song language: English
Angel in My Life |
Let’s look behind the Swarovski crystals |
Behind the .50 calibers and the pistols |
Misused, pardoned self got to excuse, my issues |
For me to have you a ritual |
But, I ain’t as crazy as I seem to be |
It’s just that nothin' is the way that is seem’s to me |
Im feelin' less then, druggin' him up with anti-depressents |
In essence im threatenin my character asessment |
Truth told, I figure a few hoe’s |
Mixed with some new clothes should cover my loop holes |
If I’m misundersttod or mis-guided |
Started when they passed the L' said 'just try it' |
When I don’t wanna get out of bed I just fight it |
Sometimes I don’t eat for days I just diet |
Only live once so if I just like it |
I aint even checkin' the price, I just buy shit |
I’m thinkin that will just hide it |
But all it takes is life to ignite shit |
I’m thinkin' bout death wonderin' how I’m gonna go |
I can’t be insane for just wantin' to know |
In my head I die often, I used to think of suicide often |
Good suit on and a nice coffin |
But, that ain’t somethin' I would try myself |
Still they lock me in this room all by myself |
I need a… think I need a… |
They say my symptoms are aggressive |
They titled me a compulsive obsessive slash manic depressive |
They trying to tell I’m a con and I game niggas |
That’s one reason I dont even entertain niggas |
Not important who they are I won’t name niggas |
They like to say I got a tendency to blame niggas |
I keep fuckin' shit up but keep tryin' |
If ya’ll would just trust me I wouldn’t just keep lyin' |
If I had bread I wouldn’t be in debt |
Let me clarify get in Def |
I feel like every time I been less |
When ever I invest whenever I inset I feel I’m innept |
I try to make them understand but they just won’t incept |
I tell them four million others I am the templed |
There ain’t no book that tells a story there ain’t no index |
We got some different type of cuts and no they ain’t princess |
All this indigest seemingly in less |
How I take in stress when I always went best |
Aching in my chest and yet it still won’t break me |
They say the room is padded for my own safety |
But the cushion don’t soften shit |
They locked the door but still they let my thoughts in it |
And no one can tell me why I’m here |
I can’t even see the sky from here |
I guess my time is near |
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