| Ciroc and lemonade mixed in my styrofoam
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| tryna pinpoint the exact moment where I went wrong
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| Damn I’m wasted
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| and my mind is racin' and frankly my dear
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| I’ve gotten so tired of chasin'
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| And my life is so outta place and I can’t make it fit
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| so my best solution is just to escape from it
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| So po' another drink
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| Gimme a pillow to
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| 'cause I don’t wanna think, girl I’d rather feel for you
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| What I feel
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| what I feel now
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| What is real
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| what is real now?
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| Am I still
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| am I here now?
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| If I’m still
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| Will I feel now, what is real now?
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| I can’t afford more problems
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| I don’t have time to solve 'em
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| Thinkin' he smiles too often
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| I do not cry that often
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| I need to cry more often
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| Am I living or, dying or
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| finding something worth fighting for?
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| I’m the only real I see
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| I’m the only real I see
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| What I feel
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| what I feel now
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| What is real
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| what is real now?
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| Am I still
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| am I here now?
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| If I’m still
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| Will I feel now, what is real now?
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| Good intentions, good intentions
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| Young old soul, these my hood admissions
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| Searchin' heaven’s admissions
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| In these streets, we livin'
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| The young raising the younger
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| We hunger for ears to listen
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| But I come in peace with peace and hair grease
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| Waves like Catalina, problems you can’t see
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| A soul full of problems
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| Eyes filled with glee
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| If you don’t like bein' judged then you shouldn’t judge me
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| (I'll never change)
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| What I feel
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| what I feel now
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| What is real
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| what is real now?
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| Am I still
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| am I here now?
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| If I’m still
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| Will I feel now, what is real now?
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| Wake me up if I’m dreamin' now
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| Get me outta this hazy cloud
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| Feelin' like I’m free fallin' down
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| but I’m never gon' hit the ground
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| Gone through way too many ups and downs
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| Breakin' free from these chains right now
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| Won’t let nothin' else hold me down
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| Letting go of it all, it all, it all
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| What I feel
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| what I feel now
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| What is real
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| what is real now?
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| Am I still
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| am I here now?
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| If I’m still
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| Will I feel now, what is real now? |