| I should’ve fucked your friends | 
| It would’ve been the best revenge | 
| For the fire that you started | 
| I’m tryna heal, but it’s a process | 
| They told me I should cut my losses | 
| But there’s a stranger where my heart is | 
| And I’m sick with feeling like I deserved better ( | 
| Haha, ha | 
| And you’re sick for everything you did to me, it was a setup ( | 
| Haha, ha | 
| And I should Goodfella you, call me Karen, waking up to my beretta | 
| If I blow your brains out, I, I could guarantee that you’ll forget her (Ha, | 
| haha) | 
| If I blow your brains out, I could kiss it better | 
| Kiss me, I’m the monster that you made, yeah, you made me | 
| Now I’m just like you, so don’t complain, yeah, you, made me | 
| Do the things you like, hoping you’d stay, okay | 
| Kiss me, I’m the monster that you made, you made me | 
| Games, you don’t want me unless I’m someone else’s | 
| You don’t even know you’re being selfish | 
| You mercy me only when I’m melting | 
| Down to my tears only when I’m helpless | 
| That’s when you get off and you can’t help it | 
| And all your bullets, they feel like velvet | 
| And I let you do it, I let you do it | 
| I loved you too much, I let you shoot it off |