Song information On this page you can read the lyrics of the song Halfhearted , by - Jessica Meuse. Song from the album Halfhearted, in the genre КантриRelease date: 02.08.2018
Record label: L.A. Entertainment, Warrior
Song language: English
Halfhearted |
| I never really understood just why |
| How to throw an investment in the dark gray sky |
| Like it never really happened at all when it started |
| Guess I’m not halfhearted |
| I wake up every day to the bright morning sun |
| I fall asleep every night think of things that I’ve done |
| I think of all the people and how different I could have become |
| I could’ve been a doctor, I could’ve been a nurse |
| I could’ve been better, but I could’ve been worse |
| Ever since the beginning, I’ve just been self-made and high-strung |
| So I picked up a guitar and I picked up a pen |
| And instead of going out, I chose to stay in |
| I never slept around and I never really got into drugs |
| I had too much self-respect to have respect from my peers |
| So they called me anorexic and laughed at my tears |
| Only a lesbian who understood an outcast ever gave me a hug |
| I never really understood just why |
| How to throw an investment in the dark gray sky |
| Like it never really happened at all when it started |
| Guess I’m not halfhearted |
| I hated 'em for a while for the pain I had endured |
| And they asked me for friendship, as if that was the cure |
| I tried to feel better, so I went out to every venue and played |
| I got on TV, and I got on the news |
| Kept writing my songs, and racking up views |
| I forgot to remember them and that was when I truly forgave |
| Because it’s not about their actions, it’s how you react |
| Do you silently fight or do you just step back? |
| Because haters only hate a threat that makes them feel weak |
| And it took me years, through the Xanax and booze |
| To understand the life you live is the life that you choose |
| Walk the walk, and practice what you preach |
| I never really understood just why |
| How to throw an investment in the dark gray sky |
| Like it never really happened at all when it started |
| Guess I’m not halfhearted |
| 'Cause it’s about finding strength |
| In the mess that you make |
| Writing your story and filling the page |
| The highs and the lows |
| And the scars that you show or you hide |
| You can self-medicate |
| Or trash talk and hate |
| But you’re the only one that can stand in your way |
| No matter where you’re from, I’m always on your side |
| I never really understood just why |
| How to throw an investment in the dark gray sky |
| Like it never really happened at all when it started |
| Guess I’m not halfhearted |
| No, I never really understood just why |
| How to throw an investment in the dark gray sky |
| Like it never really happened at all, when it started |
| Guess I’m not halfhearted |