| Why should I believe
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| You would try
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| When I seen you
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| Long let go of your own life
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| Pissing your time away on the phone
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| Like it’s the stage for every side
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| You’ve never shown
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| And not the frame for one
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| Who never would try
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| Ain’t no lie I’ve been running away
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| From every long idea of life and love
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| For the way that so much pain
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| Always follows behind
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| Sitting alone out there
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| I had been doing just fine
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| Guess I still believe in love
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| Way I feel broken
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| In the sights of her crooked smile
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| And if I’d been more of feather
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| Than of bone
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| When she had shed
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| All of her light on me alone
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| I wouldn’t have been
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| So long thawing out
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| Come my leave
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| I’d be rolling in a wave
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| Always far out of reason
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| But I had one all the same
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| Sooner or later
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| It all came following behind
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| And then alone out there
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| I was just doing time
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| In the twilight
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| With all my mending bones
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| Still a hairline crack
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| In each one, give it time
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| But I was well tired of waiting
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| When I leapt off my ship
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| Into the tide
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| Shit
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| Now the past lies there
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| On an ocean
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| To float on and die alone
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| And the wind blows it
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| Far out of mind
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| With the waves all bowing over
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| In a tunnel of time and its ghosts
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| Maybe it will live on in my mind
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| Come my way
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| I’d been following a lie
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| Or been a long time leading it
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| It’s foggy in my mind
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| So much pain
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| I’d been blurring the lines
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| Under a mountain of weight
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| In the calm of denial
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| Couldn’t stand it
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| Seeing you there alone
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| Through a crowd
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| Of laughing people
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| Sincere as a child
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| Wish I knew how to hold on
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| To what it’s worth |