Song information On this page you can read the lyrics of the song Heaven , by - Jenny Hval. Song from the album Apocalypse, girl, in the genre АльтернативаRelease date: 08.06.2015
Record label: Jenny Hval, Sacred Bones
Song language: English
Heaven |
| Oh, Heaven, the next Queens-bound train is two stations away |
| From Tredestand, my white gown that curls around |
| the harbour fetal-style. |
| I never was a girly girl, forgive me! |
| From the very back of the church choir |
| I am standing, lone alto range. |
| Girl in Black. |
| The front row clasp their hands now, |
| they’re singing with devotion. |
| I separate from feeling, complex harmonic motion. |
| What’s wrong with their voices? |
| I sing like this when I’m at home. |
| I shut my mouth and ran away, |
| spot out that neoliberal, girly heart |
| that held no blood and made no beat, |
| just vibrated sweetly in the chest. |
| But I’m 33 now, that’s Jesus-age, and girl spaces come back to me. |
| I want to sing religiously, you know, airy, more than necessary, |
| climbing the ladders just to fall, uncontrollably to Heaven. |
| To, Heaven, I’m standing in a graveyard of girls. |
| Oh Tredestand, Oh, white gown, |
| the tombstones are so tall and hard, |
| I want to sit on them, put death inside my body, I want! |
| So much death! |
| I’m sorry. |
| I just want to feel… |
| So much death, a hole to nowhere |