Song information On this page you can read the lyrics of the song red cap , by - Jay Vee. Release date: 12.05.2017
Song language: English
red cap |
| Everything i’ve said until now is a lie |
| Know you like it but i’m sickly inside |
| They like to see you suffer, don’t know why |
| Cause it’s getting harder for me not to cry |
| Never thought i’d have a panic attack |
| Now i’m in the shower, i’m clenching my back |
| Dig my nails into it, blood dripping out and my friends can’t find my ass |
| How do you tell someone you love that you wanna choke on pills? |
| How do you force yourself to go on when you’ve got no self will? |
| Wanna chain smoke a whole pack, they all tell me smoking kills |
| If it kills, then it probably will, cause my body is weak and i’m growing ill |
| (i'm losing it) |
| (i'm losing it) |
| (i'm losing it) |
| (i'm losing it) |
| Imagine having someone there to wash your pain away |
| But i can’t grasp that thought, that’s not the life for me |
| I don’t know how to love another person easily |
| I’m alone for now and i think that’s the only way |
| I said a lot of things that i probably shouldn’t say |
| I’ve let a lot of people down so what’s the price to pay? |
| I can’t reference what i’m thinking, not my game to play |
| Running faster as the light that’s in me starts to fade |
| Why live real life, i’ll just stay here watching anime |
| Taking 3 pills even though they’re only one a day |
| Put me in a coma so i can’t communicate |
| And pull me down to hell cause heaven’s just too far away |
| The wounds upon my body bleed til they disintegrate |
| But scars are left, i can’t forget, that this is not okay |
| And how it hurts the ones who love me and my family |
| If they saw me in this state, i don’t know what they’d say |