Song information On this page you can find the lyrics of the song red cap, artist - Jay Vee.
Date of issue: 12.05.2017
Song language: English
red cap |
Everything i’ve said until now is a lie |
Know you like it but i’m sickly inside |
They like to see you suffer, don’t know why |
Cause it’s getting harder for me not to cry |
Never thought i’d have a panic attack |
Now i’m in the shower, i’m clenching my back |
Dig my nails into it, blood dripping out and my friends can’t find my ass |
How do you tell someone you love that you wanna choke on pills? |
How do you force yourself to go on when you’ve got no self will? |
Wanna chain smoke a whole pack, they all tell me smoking kills |
If it kills, then it probably will, cause my body is weak and i’m growing ill |
(i'm losing it) |
(i'm losing it) |
(i'm losing it) |
(i'm losing it) |
Imagine having someone there to wash your pain away |
But i can’t grasp that thought, that’s not the life for me |
I don’t know how to love another person easily |
I’m alone for now and i think that’s the only way |
I said a lot of things that i probably shouldn’t say |
I’ve let a lot of people down so what’s the price to pay? |
I can’t reference what i’m thinking, not my game to play |
Running faster as the light that’s in me starts to fade |
Why live real life, i’ll just stay here watching anime |
Taking 3 pills even though they’re only one a day |
Put me in a coma so i can’t communicate |
And pull me down to hell cause heaven’s just too far away |
The wounds upon my body bleed til they disintegrate |
But scars are left, i can’t forget, that this is not okay |
And how it hurts the ones who love me and my family |
If they saw me in this state, i don’t know what they’d say |