| I’m just living 'cause I’m obligated
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| I keep trying 'cause I’ve got to get it right
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| I pull the trigger but I hesitate
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| Lying here beside myself
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| I go to work 'cause I’ve got nothing going
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| I count the hours by the second in my head
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| The guy beside me’s gonna drive me crazy
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| Talking 'bout his children like that
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| I read the paper on the bus I ride home
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| I see the pictures of the people who are dead
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| And I imagine what it must be like to
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| Just lay down all your debts
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| Everybody’s gotta find a God they love
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| Everybody’s gotta figure out the end
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| No one can tell you how to live forever
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| And who would want to in light of all of this
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| I go to work just to avoid tomorrow
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| And I’m afraid that I am losing all my hair
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| I told the doctor just to medicate the part of me that still is here
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| I’m drinking water with my whiskey these days
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| I’m watching William beam himself around the stars
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| I call my mother every second Sunday
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| We talk about how good things are (repeat)
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| La la la |