![Dear Dad - James Colt](https://cdn.muztext.com/i/3284758207633925347.jpg)
Date of issue: 11.05.2019
Age restrictions: 18+
Record label: Timeless Tomorrow
Song language: English
Dear Dad |
Dear Dad, why’d you have to go so soon? |
It feels like I never really got to know you |
You lost track of your life when your pops passed |
Tryna drink away your problems through a shot glass |
I just hope that I don’t fall into the same path |
I’ve had addictive personality since way back |
It’s in our blood some times I really hate that |
But we’re alike in other ways I wouldn’t change that |
You loved work you put that over everything |
You even put it and liquor over a wedding ring |
They say you never know what you had 'til it’s gone |
That’s why I’m writing you this song |
I’ve been stressing and second guessing decisions |
Learning lessons and growing up gaining wisdom |
You’re out the picture this never was in my vision |
You helped me buy my equipment |
You shared my songs and you listened |
When I was younger heard arguing in the kitchen |
Moving around a lot houses always switching |
As I got older began to see the addiction |
Mom tried stay to calm couldn’t stick with it |
I don’t blame her but sometimes I blame myself |
Like there was someway or somehow I could of helped like damn |
Maybe if I called the ambulance a little faster |
We wouldn’t be in this disaster |
Instead of staring at the blood on the walls like it’s plaster |
But I guess it doesn’t matter |
Grandma’s crying in the arms of the pastor |
Not all stories get a happy ever after |
Me and my brother stuck together that’s for life too |
Mama found new love met a nice dude |
Things sucked but I always had to fight thru |
How’s the weather in heaven? |
Hope it’s a nice view |
Nowadays everything ain’t the same |
A lot of problems are bottled up in my brain |
I never thought that I would have to feel this way |
But I can’t help it, I’m breaking down every day |
I don’t wanna get upset I don’t think I should regret |
Holding on to what is left hope your happy looking down |
I just wanna make u proud even tho your not around |
I know you’ll always be there I know that you’ll always care |
So I love you and I swear even though we weren’t prepared |
Maybe this was meant to be this is what you meant to me |
I won’t forget the memories |
I won’t forget the memories |
Rest in peace yeah |
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