| Even through the joy I feel the pain
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| Even in the sun I feel the rain
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| Even when I’m high I feel the lows
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| Like that’s all I know
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| And Lord knows I can’t complain
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| But even when I do it feels the same
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| I’m getting high just to fight the lows
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| Cause that’s all I know
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| Yeah, school girl, cool girl
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| You dressing sexy and your mama is a cougar
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| So she let you do the grown folks thang
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| Let you hang with them boys and they play you like a fool, girl
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| You got your new hair, it look so good
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| You write the same nigga’s name in your notebook
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| You know the same one from class, the one you let smash
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| Now you see him 'round school and he won’t look
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| Now girl you is fine, ain’t no doubt about it
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| But why else you think he hit it and forgot about it?
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| It’s cause your mind don’t match what your ass got
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| But cheer up, you gotta be your own mascot
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| You see you’re lookin' for a man like you need somebody
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| Get your ass off of Twitter, you could be somebody
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| A doctor, a rock star, baby live life
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| But you rather wet up all your pillows all night thinking…
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| Even through the joy I feel the pain
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| Even in the sun I feel the rain
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| Even when I’m high I feel the lows
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| Like that’s all I know
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| And Lord knows I can’t complain
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| But even when I do it feels the same
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| I’m getting high just to fight the lows
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| Cause that’s all I know
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| That’s all I know, that’s all I know
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| That’s all I know, that’s all I…
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| Hey cheer up!
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| Ey lil' mama, cheer up!
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| You got your whole life to live, ey why you wanna tear up?
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| Don’t let them lil' boy come but do some when they try push up
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| Hey, hey
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| Yeah, I wake up in the morning and I ask myself
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| Is life worth living, should I blast myself?
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| Don’t even wanna get out the bed
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| I got the Glock to my head, feel I rather be dead
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| Hey, am I hopeless? |
| Raised with rats and roaches
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| Never liked them teachers, couldn’t stand my coaches
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| Ask «what's the matter?» |
| but you can’t relate
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| Living the life that you hate but you can’t escape
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| Feel like I’m stuck here, that’s why I don’t give a fuck here
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| There’s no luck here, nobody to trust here
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| My own mother, yeah I love her
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| But things I heard as a child under my covers
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| Left me with scars, it was hard to see her suffer
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| Darkened my heart and I don’t know if I’ll recover
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| I’m going under and as I’m headed out the front door
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| She said she proud of me and I wonder what for?
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| And once more
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| Even through the joy I feel the pain
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| Even in the sun I feel the rain
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| Even when I’m high I feel the lows
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| Like that’s all I know
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| And Lord knows I can’t complain
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| But even when I do it feels the same
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| I’m getting high just to fight the lows
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| Cause that’s all I know
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| That’s all I know, that’s all I know
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| That’s all I know, that’s all I…
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| Hey cheer up!
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| Ey lil' mama, cheer up!
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| You got your whole life to live, ey why you wanna tear up?
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| Don’t let them lil' boy come but do some when they try push up
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| Hey, hey |