Lyrics Out of Patience - IVAN B

Out of Patience

I let go of my past, just so I can make some history
Losing ones around me
Tell me how is that a victory?
Wake up every morning like I’m running out of time
I’m driving late at night just to get some peace of mind
Walk up in this house, they like «why aren’t you in class?»
Look at what we give you, when you act like it’ll last
We fixed you up a car and you can barely pay your gas
Yet you making all this music, take a look at where you’re at
And now i’m walking out the door, feeling so nameless
But I keep filling these pages, turn my patience to payments
If you shoot for the stars, you better know where you’re aiming
How you tell them what you see
When they don’t know what you’re saying, so.
If they ask me what I’m doing, man I tell them «Don't trip»
If you wanna live your life man you gotta own it
They never get it, all these fears I’ve been holding
Dreaming of the future while I’m lost in the moment
I’m driving too fast, can’t wait no more
I’m staring out the window, can’t wait no more
My last girl said she can’t wait no more
I can’t say «no more»
I’m running out of time, yeah.
I’m running out of time
I can’t wait no more
They say I’m digging a hole, that they ain’t willing to climb
You’ll see em' picking up some shovels
While I’m hittin' some diamonds
My vision getting clearer, when I’m closing my eyelids
The promise land is out there, are you willing to find it?
Remember walking them hallways, you ain’t going nowhere
Hit a couple million plays, all of a sudden they care
It’s like the closest ones are the phony ones
Ever realize that the realest ones are the lonely ones
Social issues, with cops and magazines
Artists having issues if they’re not on magazines
There’s kids out here dying, getting shot for anything
Meanwhile you wanna write about whips and diamond rings
I skip through anything ya’ll release, so peace
All these dreams that I keep are for myself and for the fans
When only you can see your vision, how can someone understand
When only you can see your vision, how can someone understand, yo
I’m driving too fast, can’t wait no more
I’m staring out the window, can’t wait no more
My last girl said she can’t wait no more
I can’t say «no more»
I’m running out of time, yeah.
I’m running out of time
I can’t wait no more
I’m tired of cleaning these tables
I’m tired of paying these bills
I’m tired of saving this money
I hate the way that I feel
Tired of calling it «dreams»
I wanna say that it’s real
When I look all around me, they don’t feel what I feel
Tired of killing myself, just to give you the world
Tired of putting my happiness on a side of a girl
Tired of caring for people who end up pulling me down
I’m tired of waiting I need it now.