| Is this for real
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| Or is it just another fantasy
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| That I’m living in
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| Trapped in this nightmare we call life
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| I’m blinded by my hate
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| I can’t take it no more
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| Locked up with the shadows within
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| I can hear them whisper
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| I can hear them calling
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| They preach the words of wisdom
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| But the words just fade away and die
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| It feels like I’m losing my mind
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| ‘Cause the shadows within tell me how to end my life
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| Suicide is the only way for me
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| Don’t try to save me ‘cause I only wanna die
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| Now it’s time for me to say goodbye
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| It’s time for me to close my eyes and fall
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| I don’t wanna be alive
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| I don’t wanna be a part of this anymore
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| Why don’t they leave me alone
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| Don’t wanna live when I’m alive
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| Why don’t they leave me alone
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| Don’t wanna face another lie
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| All alone I’m surrounded by silence
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| I hear them call my name
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| I hear them preach the words
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| They say I must believe
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| They say I can’t go on like this
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| They never leave me alone
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| I am not afraid
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| To take the final step and close my eyes forever
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| What is left for me to do
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| Except taking my own life
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| And leave it all behind |