
Date of issue: 04.07.2019
Record label: 20 Buck Spin
Song language: English
Avolition |
Infatuated with not being alone |
Blinded by gratitude |
Stumble onto your pedestal |
Who could be well enough |
To withstand your level of indifference |
Joy curdles |
Stale impostor |
Sharpen them |
Into subtle barbs |
Puncture the skin |
Our fragile happiness |
Ripped by—an accidental brush |
Sting me into silence |
I need this to end |
At any cost |
I was promised |
A better hand |
Drink from me |
Why pull away |
I can’t escape your acrid mouth |
And gnawing doubt |
I have no time |
To make it right |
Clumsy ill-timed affection |
Loaded with expectation |
I will not be |
Your great mistake |
You are not mine |
But then I went numb |
I never miss your voice |
It pulls my hair |
With sticky fingers and angry whispers |
Fighting nausea |
Leaden moments |
Aching |
Wilting |
Alternating |
Between hurt and |
Nothing |
Nothing! |
There was a time |
That I believed |
Every word |
You spit my way |
Now they land |
Shy of my feet |
This won’t hurt long |
Superficial bonds |
Tested by little |
Wounded by all |
You don’t know what this means |
You will assume |
I let you go |
But I jumped |
Right after you fell |
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Vestigial Warnings | 2019 |
Anger Breeds Contempt | 2019 |
Quisquilian Company | 2019 |
Akratic Seminar | 2013 |
Solace in Dead Structures | 2019 |
Spitting Teeth | 2013 |
House of Anhedonia | 2019 |
Ashen Scabland | 2013 |
The Pseudoscientist | 2013 |