Lyrics Hikikomori - Ilsa

Hikikomori

Spend my life
In low lit rooms
Nursing sour beer
Lean on wet travertine
Take another sip
I’ll tell you the gist
I’m a hermit in the city
Heavy Metal Hikikomori
Soaked in sludge
Hair down to my knees
Can’t remember
What was I thinking
A past that’s mystery
Lost in works routine
Crushed pride
Depersonalized
Egodystonic misery
Not somebody
A body
Ripped seams
Stiches sagging
Ill lay it on you
Loose my tongue
To noose my neck
Nothing gets easier
Than giving up
The beat goes on
Harder through the years
So always watch
When others look away
Scrutinize each hand
Cause they’re all dealt
From the bottom of the deck
You can’t win any way
Should you refuse to play
You lose
Eliminated
I’m a hermit in the city
Heavy Metal Hikikomori