Lyrics So Close - Icie, TRAVIZWILDE

So Close

So close to hitting you
So close to things getting physical
So close to being so sick of you!
You should see the way my friends ALL look at you
My head spinning, reminiscing
How I never said a word
Now you listen!
You were supposed to build me up
But you broke me down
So I had to escape from your prison
Don’t talk just listen!
It was way over way before I even said so
Red flags I should’ve seen them from the get go
You said you love me I turned my head slow
That’s just something that my heart wouldn’t condone
Tongue like a dagger, my heart didn’t matter
It’s funny how my heart said leave you, but fear said keep
You there!
You would cut my heart right out if… given the chance
I won’t let you torture me no more
I’ll be brave and stand up tall to you
I’m worth so much more
That’s your loss
Man I would’ve fallen to pieces over
Everything that you put me through
I feel colder and the one who made this way was you
Now I’m over you!
Man!
I can see now how we never would’ve made it
Damn!
I can see now why my love I had to fake it
Cos' you just couldn’t respect me always trying to check me
Good guys always get treated like dirt
Life’s been trying to tell me, trying to tell me
I guess I feared you cos' your voice was louder
All up in my face arguments getting louder
They say NEVER hit a woman
I don’t wanna Chris Brown a woman
That day clenched fist I almost hit a woman
Please don’t judge me I’m only human
I guess I should’ve kept it real from the get go
Done and dusted pssh… man gotta let it burn slow
I feel like a fool rapping what I should’ve said
I should’ve been a man, should’ve said it to your face
Now I have self worth, now I know who I am
I can say I forgive you
Facebook told me your married and having a baby
Wishing you all the best no ifs buts or maybes
I learnt things from that situation
I will NEVER end up in that situation again
OUTRO
Written by Icie and TravizWilde