
Date of issue: 22.12.2017
Song language: English
Ode to the Authentically Desperate |
This plastic tree stands still alone |
Lit up to the ceiling with hope |
Clock ticks cut through the silent chill |
Patiently waiting for you to come home |
Hours are devoured by the pacing |
Through the patience I’m wearing thin |
With every step I take in |
This cold and bitter reality that’s breaking my heart |
Didn’t want to say it but I knew from the start |
I wish I knew what you were thinking |
I didn’t know you were sinking. |
Looking back on it all, I see something was |
wrong |
I’m the best at playing dumb But I’m the worst at moving on |
This lack of sleep drives the panic into lunacy |
And I feel my lungs start to collapse. |
Running on empty |
, After the drive we’re taken up into a room |
Where nightmare meets reality. |
And It hits me so hard |
That I fall through the floor |
I’m not alive anymore |
What the hell is it all for? |
It’s worthless |
What did i do to deserve this? |
I lost you and all i got was gifts. |
What a merry fuckin christmas from hell. |
I wish I knew what you were thinking. |
I didn’t know you were sinking |
Looking back on it all, I see something was wrong. |
I’m the best at playing dumb |
But I’m the worst at moving on |
All the years roll past |
Too fast. |
Still your memory never fades. |
It seems like just yesterday |
We’d drive your truck |
Up to the mountains |
If I could turn all the clocks back |
You know I’d do it all again. |
All I want for christmas is… |
I wish I knew what you were thinking |
I didn’t know you were sinking. |
Looking back on it all, I see something was |
wrong |
I’m the best at playing dumb |
But I’m the worst at moving on |
Name | Year |
---|---|
Impossible | 2018 |
Love the Way You Lie, Pt. 2 | 2018 |
Tell Me the Truth | 2012 |
Black Smoke | 2015 |
Crash | 2013 |
Julia | 2013 |
Chain of Memories | 2012 |
Fallen | 2013 |
Thrive | 2013 |
Birth by Sleep | 2013 |
Without Fear | 2012 |
Alpha | 2013 |
Pawns & Kings | 2012 |
Movie Life | 2013 |
Destroy.Create.Rebuild. | 2012 |
Try Hard | 2017 |
Meltdown | 2017 |
Move Slow | 2013 |
The Wreck | 2018 |
Memento | 2018 |