| Tried to answer the phone when you called
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| Feel ashamed cuz I put you off for this long
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| I know that you will forgive me but I can’t
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| Started thinking it’s better if I just forget
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| I don’t know why I’m anxious
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| It’s hard to say I know I fucked up again
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| I don’t mean to neglect an
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| An invitation
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| An open hand to pull me out from this pit
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| I don’t want to disappoint again
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| I know
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| That things changed when I left
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| I hope
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| When we talk you’ll say you understand
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| I hope you know that I’ve kept all the notes that you sent
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| It’s hard to call home. |
| You’re waiting for days dial and disconnect
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| Put off too long cuz someday you’ll be gone
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| I won’t notice. |
| Away in some state when I get the call
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| Seems I should grow
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| Replace me
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| A better family
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| He’ll act his age
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| He’ll know how to cope with what I’ve made
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| I know
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| That things changed when I left
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| Pick apart why I get nervous
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| Try to force my faults to surface
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| I hope
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| When we talk you’ll understand
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| Try to change but I can’t help it
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| I hope you know that I’ve kept all the notes that you sent
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| I’ve waited for days dial and disconnect
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| I hope you know that I’ve kept all the notes that you sent
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| I’ve waited for days you’re already gone
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| I wanted to notice
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| I wanted to know
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| But I can’t change the way I am
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| It’s harder to focus
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| My thoughts feel like static
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| You’re gone and I wasn’t there
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| I wanted to notice
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| I wanted to know
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| But I can’t change the way I am
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| It’s harder to focus
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| My thoughts feel like static
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| You’re gone and I wasn’t there |