| Pest or ghosts, I cannot know
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| Haunted my skin, flesh and bones
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| Infested my veins, poisoned my blood
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| Made me grope deep inside the mud
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| Made me blind and made me deaf
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| The mark to the ox, my Taw/Aleph
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| I couldn’t see them, they couldn’t see me
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| Although we lived as one, in company
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| Through spider webs filtered pale rays
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| And reached the dark of every place
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| I have felt the sickness, vomited it out
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| The flouting mangy old rooks flew up
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| Giving shapes back before my eyes
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| I desired the death of such petty flies
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| Have I gotten rid of all the stains
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| that decorated my mind
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| I spit my rage by heavy rains
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| I wash my wounds, eliminate
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| I swear I won’t forget this time
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| The most lone hours ever
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| Sleepwalking through the dead of night
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| While particles do sever
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| I swear I won’t forget this time
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| The most lone hours ever
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| The scattered ashes of my life
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| Keep floating through the never
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| I spit my rage by heavy rains
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| I wash my wounds, eliminate
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| I spit my rage by heavy rains
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| Withdraw the dirt while I elate
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| I swear I won’t forget this time
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| The most lone hours ever
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| Sleepwalking through the dead of night
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| While particles do sever
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| I swear I won’t forget this time
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| The most lone hours ever
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| The scattered ashes of my life
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| Keep floating through the never
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| Crimson waves wreaking over
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| I become the fire I held within
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| Boiling blood spilling over
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| From the fiery lake of my Abyss
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| Immense cracks getting larger
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| The hungry jaws of the Apocalypse
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| Cold breath whipping stronger
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| Storming comes my scourging bliss
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| What have you all done
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| What the hell have I done
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| What have we all done
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| I couldn’t guess the gift of sight
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| Would be the curse during my nights
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| My endless nightmares, loneliness
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| Alone in my chamber I dream of them
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| I feel as dead as they are now
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| So why to see if my eyes close down
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| My livid wrath I repudiate
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| As in solitude one can’t create
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| I couldn’t guess the gift of sight
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| Would be the curse during my nights
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| My endless nightmares, loneliness
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| Alone in my chamber I dream of them
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| I feel as dead as they are now
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| So why to see if my eyes close down
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| The good old darkness they infected me with
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| Keeps resounding in my memories
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| I swear I won’t forget this time
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| The most lone hours ever
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| Sleepwalking through the dead of night
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| While particles do sever
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| I swear I won’t forget this time
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| The most lone hours ever
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| The scattered ashes of my life
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| Keep floating through the never |