| When I close my eyes and I try to sleep
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| The weight of the world falls down on me
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| It’s all a part of my nightmare, part of my nightmare
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| Part of my nightmare, part of my nightmare
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| Sick, inside of bed, infected with the feelings
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| Staring up like my dreams were projected on the ceiling
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| I can see it, I want the money and the fame too
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| They told me when you get it, never let it change you
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| And finally I’ve morphed into everything I tried to be
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| The fucking irony is everybody’s got their eye on me
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| Society quickly became my rivalry
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| Driving me off the deep end, then doubt starts to creep in
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| Fair-weather, they’re never there, do I need friends? |
| We eating
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| But will they stick around when the feast ends?
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| You say you love me when it’s glitter and gold
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| But when it’s bitter and cold, would you deliver my soul?
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| Oh, just cut me out the picture and roll
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| Love is pain and it’s taking its toll, feel like I’ve wasted my whole life
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| Always working, searching for some shit
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| Trying to live a life that’s perfect, but perfect don’t exist
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| When I close my eyes and I try to sleep
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| The weight of the world falls down on me
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| It’s all just a part of my nightmare, part of my nightmare
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| Part of my nightmare, part of my nightmare
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| Spent my whole life chasing after dreams
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| But every dream turns out to be
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| Just a part of my nightmare, part of my nightmare
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| Part of my nightmare, part of my nightmare
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| Help me, no, I can’t help myself
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| Help me to believe that I’m somebody else
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| Not some fucking addict who can’t dream 'cause his habits
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| Are chopped up on a table till he screams, «let me have it»
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| Fuck it, what’s a life anyway, huh?
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| You hear about that kid who died again today, huh?
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| I’d pull my fucking guts out just to make 'em understand
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| That I’ve become a ghost, I am a ghost, I’m not a man
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| Why can’t I fucking say it? |
| They’d say that I’m insane
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| But in a song they’d play it 'cause they understand the pain
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| What the fuck is going on? |
| Who am I?
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| Life is just so fucking long, I wanna…
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| Forgive me, don’t forget me, believe you can protect me
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| It’s just a song, I’m venting with the verse that’s never-ending
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| And I have finally lost, the world has finally won
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| Dear God, did you forget your son?
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| When I close my eyes and I try to sleep
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| The weight of the world falls down on me
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| It’s all a part of my nightmare, part of my nightmare
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| Part of my nightmare, part of my nightmare
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| Spent my whole life chasing after dreams
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| But every dream turns out to be
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| Just a part of my nightmare, part of my nightmare
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| Part of my nightmare, part of my nightmare
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| Can’t find a reason why, don’t know why I even try
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| I pray when I sleep at night so at least I’ll die a decent guy
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| When I look in the mirror and say hi, I can’t look me in the eye
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| We’re both ashamed of the guy on the other side
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| Can’t find my peace and quiet, some things are better left in silence
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| It’s me who needs some guidance, or maybe what I need is violence
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| When I’m having a meltdown, can’t ask for help now
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| Got so much self-doubt that I weird myself out, can you help out?
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| So many selfish phobias like self-inflicted loneliness
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| Sometimes I get so low in this empty search for holiness
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| Can’t seem to find a reason why, I don’t know why I even try
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| These demons, they won’t let me sleep at night, they’re killing my dreams,
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| they need me to die
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| But fuck it, I got nothing left to say
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| We’re all gonna die anyway
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| Shit could happen to me any day
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| I just spit thirty-two and didn’t say a damn thing |