
Date of issue: 28.06.2018
Record label: Beckwith
Song language: English
Still Life |
I’m sinking, I’m sinking |
I don’t know what the hell I was thinking |
My past mistakes are draped in my shame |
I never thought I’d be in my twenties |
Hoping desperately to amount to something |
Marking down the days |
Will these things ever change? |
Or will they stay the same? |
So here I am |
With my heart in my hands |
Searching for the chance |
To be something more |
I fear that it’s gone |
And I’ve tried my best to hold on |
But I’m slipping now |
With no one to catch me |
My heart beats in time |
With the sound, with the sound |
A ticking clock constantly counting down |
I never dreamed I’d be in my twenties |
A hole in my chest that left me with nothing |
Old memories up in flames |
Only myself to blame |
Can you remember the day? |
When we told ourselves |
That we would never be like them |
Another spoke on a wheel of bullshit |
I promised you |
That there was way more to life than this |
I swear I tried so hard |
Can’t believe it’s all falling apart |
I fought to get this far |
Only to fail, only to fail |
So here I am |
With my heart in my hands |
Searching for the chance |
To be something more |
I fear that it’s gone |
And I’ve tried my best to hold on |
But I’m slipping now |
With no one to catch me |
I’ve tried so hard |
To feel just like I used to |
I’d rather feel this pain |
Than nothing at all |
I’ve fought so hard |
To try and break the cycle |
A failure I’m forced to meet |
Each and every day |
Name | Year |
---|---|
Don't Fall Asleep | 2018 |
P.A.N.I.C. | 2020 |
Nothing Lasts Forever | 2018 |
Loose Threads | 2020 |
Falling Apart | 2020 |
Left Behind | 2020 |
Backbone | 2018 |
Nameless | 2020 |
Ghosted | 2020 |
Apparition | 2018 |
Vagabond | 2020 |
The Itch | 2020 |
Wishful Thinking | 2020 |
Dissect Me | 2018 |
Chameleon | 2017 |