| En este solitario paraje ya ha pasado el que habla
| In this solitary place the one who speaks has already passed
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| arrebatandonos las sensaciones de vida,
| taking away the sensations of life,
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| enmudeciendonos,
| mute us,
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| haciendonos sentir perforados,
| making us feel perforated,
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| abandondados en la soledad mas
| abandoned in solitude more
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| profunda rasgando finamente
| deep ripping finely
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| nuestras ansiedades,
| our anxieties,
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| instintos y miedos.
| instincts and fears.
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| En fin el estar aqui ya es signo de muerte venimos marcados antes de existir,
| In short, being here is already a sign of death, we are marked before we exist,
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| la muerte la llevamos en vida al pertenecer a este maldito cuerpo
| we carry death in life by belonging to this damn body
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| articulado,
| articulate,
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| que solo permite sensaciones vagas.
| that only allows vague sensations.
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| Insuficientes, incomplementos, dejados,
| Insufficient, incomplete, left,
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| atados al sentimiento de sentirnos
| tied to the feeling of feeling
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| ajenos a la creacion,
| alien to creation,
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| condenados a sentir este
| doomed to feel this
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| vacio inmenso por pertenecer a esta maldita raza que trata
| Immense emptiness for belonging to this damn race that treats
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| de disfrazar sus sentimientos de abandono en fallidos intentos de completitud mental y corporal.
| of disguising their feelings of abandonment in failed attempts at mental and bodily wholeness.
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| La eterna busqueda, el eterno sufrir,
| The eternal search, the eternal suffering,
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| la profunda tristeza de vivir solo a pesar de estar rodeado de seres
| the deep sadness of living alone despite being surrounded by beings
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| semejantes todos ellos confinados
| alike all of them confined
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| a la insatisfaccion existencial.
| to existential dissatisfaction.
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| El darse cuenta de lo vano que es el ser humano,
| Realizing how vain the human being is,
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| de lo terrible que es enfrentarse
| of how terrible it is to face
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| con nuestro destino,
| with our destiny
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| de lo frustante que es analizar
| how frustrating it is to analyze
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| nuestra condicion en esta realidad.
| our condition in this reality.
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| El hombre como ser pensante en el fondo es el ser mas inconsciente,
| Man as a thinking being deep down is the most unconscious being,
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| olvidado, incomplemento y absurdo de la creacion.
| forgotten, incomplete and absurd of creation.
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| Incapacitado para obvervar y sentir
| Unable to see and feel
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| lo que sus semejantes viven y sienten debe soportar su existencia
| what his fellows live and feel must support their existence
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| como un castigo con escasos
| as a punishment with few
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| momentos de brillantez por el simple hecho de pertenecer a la raza humana.
| moments of brilliance for the simple fact of belonging to the human race.
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| Nuestra naturaleza es esto la voraz
| Our nature is this the voracious
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| e insaciable necesidad de algo que desconocemos,
| and insatiable need for something unknown to us,
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| algo que se encuentra tal vez en otro nivel de conciencia.
| something that is perhaps on another level of consciousness.
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| Fuera de este mundo. | Out of this world. |