| This will be my last confession,
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| This industry can leave harsh impressions,
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| I have little faith forgive me for my past discretions,
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| But we live and learn that history and past are lessons,
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| The day this is work the love of it dies,
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| A handful make it, the others will strive,
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| And hunger can drive hatred but such is just life,
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| I guess jealousy’s the curse that the struggle inspires,
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| These critics seek to break and divide,
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| I know I’m bitter but my faith is divine,
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| Take it in stride yeah I act like I hate it at times,
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| But I found love through this music and a place to reside,
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| For every friend I have an eager opponent,
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| For every cent I spent on meager components,
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| I gave something back so I don’t feel the need for atonement,
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| Cause we all get our hands dirty when we’re seizing the moment,
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| We always took the lead peers would follow,
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| And paid for everything that we cleared or borrowed,
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| If my son can benefit from what you see here my sorrows,
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| Justified, just that I might not be here tomorrow,
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| When it rains it pours, when you’re soaked and the world,
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| Tries to fuck with ya, trust in ya own and yourself,
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| My biggest fears to die not knowing you well,
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| And I ain’t afraid to die I’m afraid of going to hell
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| This will be my last confession,
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| Liberty can leave harsh impressions,
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| I have little faith forgive me for my past discretions,
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| But we live and learn that history and past are lessons,
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| I’ve always played the hand I was given,
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| No exceptions here humanity’s driven,
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| You see all men are born equal, just the standard of living,
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| That differs between the Jewish, Adriatic and Christian,
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| I’m a logical man given to science,
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| Forgive me I know religion inspires,
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| But too many have government and political ties,
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| And use state of the art war fare to bridge their divides,
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| There’s hate crime wars on day time talks,
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| And rape trials walk in state wide courts,
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| We don’t pray no more we only break thy laws,
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| So what this world don’t give us we going to take by force,
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| Assertion, aggressions, murder then vengeance,
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| We treat peace like it’s a term of acceptance,
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| Exception we’re not accepting if we’re searching for penance,
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| So these words are for my son so he can learn from my lessons,
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| So when it rains it pours, when you’re soaked and the world,
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| Tries to fuck with ya, trust in ya own and yourself,
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| My biggest fears to die not knowing you well,
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| And I ain’t afraid to die I’m afraid of going to hell |