| I’m a shady ass fool
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| I stick a machete in the back of
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| Your rib cage, trying to disengage the blade just to save
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| Your life, caught a knife, backstabbed again
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| Jealous, want your cabbage then, yelling out
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| How I break out the mack ten, fully automatic then
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| Start spraying up shots, like crooked cops
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| Squeezing the trigger like Ice T
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| It’s magical, how the shiesty ones gradually metamorphosise
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| Right before your eyes and then flash on you
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| I get cold sweat, every morning
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| Waking up from nightmares, about heaven being
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| This padded room, that god said I’m never leaving
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| I wonder if I’m dead or breathing, I think he’s punishing me
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| Cuz I think people look better bleeding
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| I praise, for Prozac and Codeine
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| To keep my mind floating, hoping I don’t hurt somebody for nothing
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| I praise, I remember brighter days, before I was abducted by the grays
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| And now my mind’s a maze, understand
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| I be strong in the Berkeley streets
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| Searching for meat and trashcans with assorted leftovers
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| I face foreclosure, my mind roams in zones and mazes
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| Thinking about the days I rhymed (I could’ve made it)
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| I can’t accept panic swept, I’m an arsonist
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| Leaving the Oakland hills smoke filled, I’m deadlier than arsenic
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| Down at lake Merritt, setting ducks on fire, watch the fluttering flab
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| I’m on the run, fuck the priors!
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| Five heads is better than one
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| Instead of just one, when you see me you better run
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| They try to say that I’m crazy, but I’m normal
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| Y’all crazy
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| They say I’m volatile, infantile talented
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| Not demented enough to be committed, but unbalanced
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| I lost my parents as a kid
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| Nobody’s really certain if their deaths were an accident
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| That gets me laughing, you’re all just victims for the assassin
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| Using drugs is suppressive, but I can’t surpass 'em
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| To kill a cancer, catch it
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| I wanna see the whole world in ashes
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| Only then will I be happy
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| They got my attitude switching, conditions my brain
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| Moving fast and I’m twitching of this prescription drug, addiciton
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| Try to maintain the same
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| But everything’s against the grain
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| So it don’t make sense to complain
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| I’m convinced that my brain is tense from the strain of stress
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| Wanderin' your town, with intensive pain, and yes
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| I like to do things until my mood swings, then
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| I’m like fuck that, y’all niggas is strange!
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| — repeat to end |