| I used to say, «When
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| Is it gonna work?»
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| Yeah, my friends think I’m a jerk
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| Yeah, I’m crazy, I’m berserk, I pretend
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| Like everything is fine
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| But there’s so much on my mind
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| And I always feel behind, I’ve been
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| The truth of myself, don’t worry 'bout your health
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| Go ahead and get this wealth, you can mend
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| Bridges when you can
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| When you are the man they understand
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| I breakdown, I cry, cry, cry
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| And why, I don’t know, know, know
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| And yes, I deny-ny-ny
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| Feelings I don’t show, show, show
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| As hard I try, try, try
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| I’m losing control-trol-trol
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| I have no defense (-fense)
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| Please make it make sense (sense)
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| Please make it make sense
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| And now it’s like when
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| Am I gonna see everything I hope to be
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| Well it’s all in front of me, and I pretend
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| Like I need more
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| And the ones I do it for, same ones that I ignore, I bend
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| Reality and dreams, need to think about life and all that it means
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| Need to mend
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| Heal the ones I’ve hurt 'cause tomorrow I could end up in the dirt
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| I breakdown, I cry, cry, cry
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| And why, I don’t know, know, know
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| And yes, I deny-ny-ny
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| Feelings I don’t show, show, show
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| As hard I try, try, try
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| I’m losing control-trol-trol
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| I have no defense (-fense)
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| Please make it make sense (sense)
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| Please make it make sense
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| Tryna be strong, and I’m tryna stay steady
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| But these tears keep falling like confetti
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| I know the truth is ugly, and I ain’t afraid of
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| Dealing with these family matters when my wins low, word to Eddy
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| Ironic I’m tryna sitcom
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| Introvert my space
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| Even back then I ain’t get time
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| So I went and put it on wax like lip balm
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| Had to unload or explode, legit bomb
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| Cry, cry, cry
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| Why, I don’t know, know, know
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| Yes, I deny-ny-ny
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| Feelings don’t show, show, show
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| Hard as I try, try, try
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| Losing control-trol-trol
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| I have no defense
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| Can somebody make it make sense?
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| Everything is going to be alright
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| Yes, it is
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| It is |