Lyrics If Not Me - Hendersin

If Not Me

Yeah, yeah doing what they never do
Took a broke heart, made it into revenue
Jonesin to be a star, get a better view
And they told me that I need to get another plan
Maybe if Hendersin was another man
But I stood my ground, no, I never ran
Yo, Yo, Now will I take it?
Tell me will I squander it?
Walk a lonely road, or have somebody to wander with?
Being what I’m seeing, like Ian, I’m feeling chosen
This cold world got me like Ana feeling Frozen
Holdin', on to what I know, no Disney pun, but I need to let it go
And they don’t ever know, nah, they don’t know what’s best
And no bench press, I need to get it off my chest
Fo' real
If not me, well then who?
(who?)
Cuz it’s sure not you, not you
If not now, well then when?
(when?)
Don’t make me say it again, don’t make me say
If not how, well then why?
(why?)
Can’t I touch the sky?
can’t let this life pass me by (by)
Can’t let it pass me by, can’t let it pass me by
Can’t wait, gotta do it, yeah the time is now
Won’t ever listen to what they allow
One song, parent’s house, made a hundred thou
And I know I been tryna keep the grind alive
Now I think it’s time to quit my 9 to 5
Destiny since a child, yeah, I will survive
Now is it worth this, feeling so worthless?
Denying what your place on this Earth is
Saying fuck your purpose, really on purpose
They should keep lookin', way below the surface
They can see the pain, I’m just tryna maintain
Like fuck a 9 to 5, every day it feel the same
I think that we forget, that even if you think you livin' comfortably
It doesn’t mean nothin' when you’re livin' with regret, not me
If not me, well then who?
(who?)
Cuz it’s sure not you, not you
If not now, well then when?
(when?)
Don’t make me say it again, don’t make me say
If not how, well then why?
(why?)
Can’t I touch the sky?
can’t let this life pass me by
Can’t let it pass me by, can’t let it pass me by