Lyrics Paranoid (From "Season 1: Episode 4") - Hell's Black Roses

Paranoid (From "Season 1: Episode 4")

Finished with my woman because she couldn't help me with my mind.
People think I'm insane because I am frowning all the time.
All day long I think of things but nothing seems to satisfy.
Think I'll lose my mind if I don't find something to pacify...
Can you help me, occupy my brain?
Oh, yeah...
I need someone to show me the things in life that I can't find.
I can't see the things that make true happiness, I must be blind...
Make a joke and I will sigh and you will laugh and I will cry.
Happiness I cannot feel like love to me is so unreal...
And so as you hear these words telling you now of my state.
I tell you to enjoy life, I wish I could but it's too late...