
Date of issue: 29.08.2018
Age restrictions: 18+
Song language: English
Inner Reveal |
Yeah, Yeah |
And I will try to explain how i feel |
So this is just like an Inner Reveal |
I will say some things that i concealed |
And every morning i wake up «I'm feeling so damn ill.» |
The past 3 months, my life only went downhill |
I’m being frustrated over everything |
I got no time to chill |
I’m depressed and i’m still going to school |
Even in this time when it isn’t cool |
But even in school, there is so much cruel |
Little kids that are behaving so fucking brutal |
But most of the time, i stay home |
I’m making notes to spit it in my microphone |
Real friends don’t exist, so i’m alone |
I have to deal with this depression all on my own |
And i stay in my zone |
'Cause i already got zoned |
But now my heart is feelin' cold |
And my mind tripping |
I want my 3th attempt, sorry i admit it |
I have to think about it every single minute |
And everything i used to do, isn’t interesting anymore |
I would like to jump down from the 8th floor |
People say i got a lot more to explore |
But not killing myself, is something i didn’t swore |
Day by day i only wanna do it more and more |
I’m typing messages, but the only thing they do is ignore |
Sometimes i even wonder if i’ll be here tomorrow |
I’m getting followed by the deathly hallow |
I got caught up in the shadow |
And feeling so damn low |
I wish i could show how i feel inside |
So they can see i have issues with suicide |
I’m going for a walk at night |
So people won’t see that i’m sitting here, crying |
I’m not perfect but i’m a real one |
And yes, i make mistakes too |
One of them was chillin' with a wrong group |
Drinking, fighting and smoking with a few dudes |
But atleast i never had an attitude |
Another reason is when i broke up with my ex |
After 1 month, i had nothing more than regrets |
Sending love texts to your ex and friends |
While i was sitting next to you on the bench, holding your hand |
You hurted me everyday, you don’t understand |
It all just felt like i was getting stabbed |
That was one of the many things that had alot of impact |
With my depression that i have |
I feel like total trash |
Because i only crash |
I got drilled in the ground by some people from my class |
That smoke weed and a few pieces of hash |
But, one day i’ll get my revenge |
One day, i’ll get my fucking revenge |
Yo |