Lyrics The Suicide Mile - Hawthorne Heights

The Suicide Mile

My life is spinning around in circles
It’s like I’m wasting my time with that in streets, in concrete dreams
I walk the suicide mile just to see this all fall down
Now I know my life is not as bad as it seems
And all these years were passing faster than you think
It’s bigger than you and me
As we flicker and flash like a memory
I turn my back against the sun
Spend sleepless nights with a loaded gun
The demons in my head keep me alive
Broken and beyond repair
A useless fear that keeps me quiet here
I’m just trying to survive on the suicide mile
These nights are dark and never ending
It’s like I’m losing my mind with flashing lights on TV screens
I walk the suicide mile just to calm myself down
Now I know this world isn’t spinning just for me
And all these years were passing faster than you think
It’s bigger than you and me
As we flicker and flash like a memory
I turn my back against the sun
Spend sleepless nights with a loaded gun
The demons in my head keep me alive
Broken and beyond repair
A useless fear that keeps me quiet here
I’m just trying to survive on the suicide mile
To daze away is all I really need
Flicker and flash just like a memory
To daze away is all I really need
Flicker and flash just like a memory
To daze away is all I really need
Flicker and flash just like a memory
To daze away is all I really need
Flicker and flash just like a memory
Flicker and flash just like a memory
I turn my back against the sun
Spend sleepless nights with a loaded gun
The demons in my head keep me alive
Broken and beyond repair
A useless fear that keeps me quiet here
I’m just trying to survive on the suicide mile