| It is an early Monday morning
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| The sun is becoming bright on the land
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| No one is watching as he comes a walking
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| Two bulky suitcases hang from his hands
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| He heads towards the tower that stands in the campus
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| He goes through the door, he starts up the stairs
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| The sound of his footsteps, the sound of his breathing
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| The sound of the silence when no one was there
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| I didn’t really know him
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| He was kind of strange
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| Always sort of sat there
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| He never seemed to change
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| He reached the catwalk. |
| He put down his burden
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| The four sided clock began to chime
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| Seven AM, the day is beginning
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| So much to do and so little time
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| He looks at the city where no one had known him
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| He looks at the sky where no one looks down
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| He looks at his life and what it has shown him
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| He looks for his shadow it cannot be found
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| He was such a moody child, very hard to touch
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| Even as a baby he never smiled too much. |
| No no. |
| No no
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| You bug me, she said
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| Your ugly, she said
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| Please hug me, I said
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| But she just sat there
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| With the same flat stare
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| That she saves for me alone
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| When I’m home
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| When I’m home
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| Take me home
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| He laid out the rifles, he loaded the shotgun
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| He stacked up the cartridges along the wall
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| He knew he would need them for his conversation
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| If it went as it he planned, then he might use them all
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| He said Listen you people I’ve got a question
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| You won’t pay attention but I’ll ask anyhow
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| I found a way that will get me an answer
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| Been waiting to ask you 'till now
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| Right now !
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| Am I?
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| I am a lover whose never been kissed
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| Am I?
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| I am a fighter whose not made a fist
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| Am I?
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| If I’m alive then there’s so much I’ve missed
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| How do I know I exist?
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| Are you listening to me?
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| Are you listening to me?
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| Am I?
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| The first words he spoke took the town by surprise
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| One got Mrs. Gibbons above her right eye
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| It blew her through the window wedged her against the door
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| Reality poured from her face, staining the floor
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| He was kind of creepy
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| Sort of a dunce
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| I met him at the corner bar
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| I only dated the poor boy once
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| That’s all. |
| Just once, that was all
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| Bill Whedon was questioned as stepped from his car
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| Tom Scott ran across the street but he never got that far
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| The police were there in minutes, they set up baricades
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| He spoke right on over them in a half-mile circle
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| In a dumb struck city his pointed questions were sprayed
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| He knocked over Danny Tyson as he ran towards the noise
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| Just about then the answers started comming. |
| Sweet, sweet joy
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| Thudding in the clock face, whining off the walls
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| Reaching up to where he sat there, answering calls
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| Thirty-seven people got his message so far
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| Yes, he was reaching them right were they are
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| They set up an assault team. |
| They asked for volunteers
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| They had to go and get him, that much was clear
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| And the word spread about him on the radios and TV’s
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| In appropriately sober tone they asked «Who can it be ?»
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| He was a very dull boy, very taciturn
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| Not much of a joiner, he did not want to learn
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| No no. |
| No no
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| They’re coming to get me, they don’t want to let me
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| Stay in the bright light too long
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| It’s getting on noon now, it’s goin to be soon now
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| But oh, what a wonderful sound !
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| Mama, won’t you nurse me?
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| Rain me down the sweet milk of your kindness
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| Mama, it’s getting worse for me
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| Won’t you please make me warm and mindless?
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| Mama, yes you have cursed me
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| I never will forgive you for your blindness
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| I hate you!
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| The wires are all humming for me
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| And I can hear them coming for me
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| Soon they’ll be here, but there’s nothing to fear
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| Not any more though they’ve blasted the door
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| As the copter dropped the gas he shouted «Who cares ?»
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| They could hear him laughing as they started up the stairs
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| As they stormed out on the catwalk, blinking at the sun
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| With their final fusillade his answer had come
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| Am I?
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| There is no way that you can hide me
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| Am I?
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| Though you have put your fire inside me
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| Am I?
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| You’ve given me my answer can’t you see?
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| I was !
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| I am !
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| And now I Will Be
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| I WILL BE !!! |