| Tension flowing through my veins and I can feel it
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| I want to cut it out so I can see it
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| But that’s the way I always know, even now, this uncertainty soon will pass
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| Hours spent inside the room that got me sober
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| Praying the dopamine would find me sooner
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| But that’s the gash I had to sew
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| On this road
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| I just have to own where it goes
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| Soft manipulating hot and cold
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| Kept my family waiting long enough
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| Careless and self centered ways I behaved stained our home
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| I found a photograph my father took of someone I don’t know
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| I don’t recognize
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| Lovers, and everyone who fought for me to beat it
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| How could I commit when I didn’t feel it?
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| I wish that I could give you back stolen time
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| Maybe in the end you’ll get mine
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| I’d kill the light, when everyone was home
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| I didn’t want them to know where I was
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| Alive at night
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| I snuck around to be the very thing you tried preventing
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| Maybe in the end I’ll give it back
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| Maybe in the end you’ll get it back
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| You’ll get it back
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| Soft manipulating hot and cold
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| Kept my family waiting long enough
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| I don’t know…
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| Careless and self-centered ways I behaved stained our home
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| I found a photograph my brother took of someone I don’t know
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| I don’t recognize anymore |