| I’m living it day by day, so I can try to catch focus
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| I gotta thank God that I’m still living, I’m letting know that he’s noticed
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| I know, that I need to change
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| All I could say the streets is all I live, since I was neglected
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| All of my life I feel it’s nothing but pain that I get, stay strapped with a
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| vest
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| Until I rest gotta do my best, while living this life I don’t wanna be shife
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| All of my life, feel like I was stabbed in the back with a knife
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| So all of my so called friends, better check yourself
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| Don’t approach me, 'fore I drop turn drop back on a nigga like me
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| That’s why I gotta keep my faith in God, and I don’t wanna go
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| But if I really gotta go, then I’ma die living at my will
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| Trying to maintain the pain that I feel, sometimes I feel that I gotta get
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| killed
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| If it’s that way then I won’t feel the stress, that’s kept up in my brain
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| Nobody to blame for the thangs I do, not ready to choose if I should change
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| I suggest you better keep your distance, better mind your bidness
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| I don’t wanna go take your life, and it don’t take much
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| That’ll make me click, one day I’m hoping I see the light
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| This life of mine finna get worse, I feel I’m cursed for life with this stress
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| I’m so sick of me living in pain, in vein
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| I’m thinking, that I’ma be ready to rest in peace
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| I’m just trying, to live my life
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| Why you hoes, be acting shife
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| You always, wanna hate my grind
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| I’m only trying, make shit right
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| Trying to regain my focus, my vision blurry from pain
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| Trying to calm all my nerves, insents burning from Mary Jane
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| Trying to live my life, more paper fuck lime light
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| Daily says she down with me, but something don’t feel right
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| Dougie steady be smoking, from the pain in my mind
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| If you say you down with me, tell me why you be lying
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| Situation be sticky, but when it’s hot it’ll bubble
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| Tell me you love me, but girl I would never you see me struggle
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| Could it be, I’m part of this game
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| But nobody understand, till somebody lay in this game
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| And I don’t wanna be the one, that have to tell you mayn
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| But I’m still gon ball, across the turning lane
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| Gotta keep my head up, even though I’m fed up
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| Still stacking my change, and sitting up on buck
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| Y’all boys don’t learn, not to fuck with us
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| We on the paper, and in God we trust
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| Mucho caliente, like the ese’s
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| Keeping shit hot, the way we getting paid
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| Better recognize we own the world, and it’s just too late to pray
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| I’m trying to live my life, like day to day
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| And I know he hear, a G when I pray
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| So after we’ll see, I feel the change in me
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| And I know something good, for I told the beat
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| In an attempt to make it right, running up red here my daily flight
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| Taking Penitentiary chances right, to make sho my woman and baby tight
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| I make fake to the left, but I make a right
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| Green or yellow don’t worry, I’ma make the light
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| Gotta get rid of a few cakes tonight, anything go wrong I’ma take a life
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| Because I’m thinking about, my lil' brother mayn
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| I really done lost my mother mayn, there cause my cousin no other mayn
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| When you fuck with that, your life up in flames
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| I’m tired of the bullshit reaching me, I can’t afford a class who teaching me
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| And make a nigga wanna cuss all the time, 90 percent of songs
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| They be bleeping me I gotta watch my tongue, and just like I’m on fire
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| Pen start pimping, it’ll bug your eye
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| Tryin to go from steady to customized, hoodrats to yellas with lovely thighs
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| Where they be, when a nigga wanna drop the top
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| Everybody was spend money, wanna cock the Glock
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| Get away from laws, had to drop my rocks
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| Jumping over the fence, the convict don’t stop
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| Gotta buy diapers gotta buy clothes, gotta get paid before I stole clothes
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| Picture for picture that’s fucked up
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| Especially when a nigga, done done some shows
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| Rock the crowd, for about fo' bills
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| Show me the money, cause I show skills
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| I’ma sip the drank, and I’ma blow the skill
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| And I’ma meditate, until a nigga get a platinum deal
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| (*singing*) |