| I think I’ll drive out to Eugene, get a slide-in camper for
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| My truck, pack a bamboo rod, hip boots, a book of flies from
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| A Missoula pawn shop, rub mink oil into the cracked leather
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| Wonder about the old guy who tied these trout chew flies
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| They work good. |
| Take along my Gibson JF45 made by women
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| During World War II, coffee stained stack of maps, a little
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| Propane stove, a pile of old quilts, a can opener, kipper
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| Snacks, smoked oysters, gun powder tea, a copper teapot, and
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| A good sharp knife
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| Sometimes you have to go — look for your life
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| I’ll park by some rivers, cook up some rice and beans, read
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| Ferlinghetti out loud, talk to the moon tell, her all my
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| Life tales, she’s heard them many times. |
| I’ll make up some
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| New juicier parts, drink cold whiskey from a tin cup, sit in
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| A lawn chair and fiddle with my memories, close my eyes and
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| See. |
| Sometimes you gotta go not look for nothin'
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| The Northwest is good, once you get off I-5 and wander up
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| And down the Willamette dammit, on the back back roads. |
| I
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| Know a few people who’d let me park in their drive, plug in
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| For a night or two, stay up late, and talk about these crazy
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| Times — the blandification of our whole situation. |
| And then
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| Back to the woods. |
| A dog is bound to find me sooner or
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| Later. |
| Sometimes you gotta not look too hard — just let the
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| Dog find you
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| Then head south and east, maybe through Nevada, the
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| Moonscape of Utah. |
| Stay in some weird campground where
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| Rodney and Marge keep an eye on things. |
| Everybody’s got a
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| Story, everybody’s got a family, and a lot of them have
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| RV’s. |
| I’m on my way to the Ozarks, to the White River and
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| The Kern. |
| Those small mouth are great on a fly rod. |
| And
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| They’re not all finicky like trout. |
| Trout are English and
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| Bass are Polish. |
| And if I wasn’t born in Central Europe I
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| Should have been. |
| Maybe it’s not too late. |
| Sometimes you
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| Have to dream deep to find your real life at all
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| I might go on over through Memphis. |
| I played a wedding at
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| The Peabody Hotel once twenty odd years ago, and everybody
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| Danced. |
| Usually they just set there and stare. |
| A few at
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| Least sway. |
| The roads are stupid crowded everywhere. |
| Kids
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| Coming along are used to it — all wired up and ready, or
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| Wireless I guess, and even readier. |
| World peace is surely on
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| The horizon, once us old fuckers die. |
| I’ll do my part, but
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| First I wanna to go across Tennessee into North Carolina
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| Fish some of those little mountain streams, catch some brook
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| Trout which are God’s reminder that creation is a good idea
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| The world we’ve made scares the hell out of me. |
| There’s
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| Still a little bit of heaven in there and I wanna show it
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| Due respect. |
| This looks like a good spot up here. |
| You can
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| Try me on the cell, but most places I wanna be it doesn’t
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| Work. |
| Sometimes you got to listen hard to the sounds old
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| Mother Earth still makes — all on her own |