| No matter what I’m just glad I’m alive
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| Went off a cliff and happened to fly
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| Just think, I left home without having cash and a ride
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| Dreamin for months, lookin for cuts, glass in his eye
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| Knew this rappin would happen, the shorties acting surprised
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| Casual demeanor, never slackin with pride
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| What I think? |
| Quite impressive, what a passionate guy
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| Promises broke, finger flip, new story is told
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| Strait without a jacket, it’s crazy fightin the cold
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| And they write in a code cuz they lines don’t explain much
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| Happiness is make up, a smile is what I can’t trust
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| And my life really nothing more than just a paintbrush
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| Niggas disguised, bitches tryna catch rides like Bangbus
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| Hard for me to swallow pride, think I need a chaser
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| They help you then they hate you and you can’t return the favor
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| That’s why as of lately every day been on repeat
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| I’m after everything, but will it ever make me feel complete?
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| So what if I ain’t got access to a actress
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| At home keys that lead to any house on this address
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| Does this mean I’m a failure?
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| Does it mean what I dream is different from what I tell ya?
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| Hopefully what I’m plottin is something they closely watchin
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| My only option is time and I’m runnin out of it
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| Countin and more to pennies and dimes, passing plenty of signs
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| Are they for me? |
| Question is so confusing, directions get
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| I just got on this road and already ready to exit it
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| So many critics and ticket buyers were negligent
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| Hate the way that I play, I just say they show no benevolence
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| Sippin on medicine just to help em be patient
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| Family members taken, identities be mistaken
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| I’m arguing with myself, myself can no longer take it
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| Facin another morning, next morning will they awaken?
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| Doubt in my mind amounted, too crowded, no longer vacant
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| Fakin just like reality, loving, hugging, embrace it yea
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| Chasin, no liquor runnin, ain’t look for somethin to phase it
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| Yea, deep as a basement, they look at me and amaze me
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| He be cleanin in comment, rock solid straight out the pavement
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| Rushin like women up in they 30's, look for engagements garb
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| Hold this against me, don’t do it, I’m just a human
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| Blessings don’t wanna ruin, just sick and tired assuming
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| Tell my guardian angel your wings keep me up on it
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| And runnin before a force, I’m stumbling, knees bucklin
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| Shout out to the haters, I love em but I don’t fuck with them
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| Til death do me part from my real niggas, I’m stuck with them
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| Can’t let it go, I guess that’s what our efforts sow
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| Extricate, writin and thinkin what if you aksed to blow?
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| Random thought, clear fluid, see to it my stress is low
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| I know they dig my vibe, rely on my essence smoke
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| I hope my mama and I with that aggression go
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| Got problems between each other, they never express it though
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| Another chapter, skippin a page, how that happen?
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| It’s a neverending story, feeling Sebastian
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| Giddy up and they lookin like what you look up on?
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| A couple thoughts of mine, I really hope they all hit home
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| I sit at home just starin up at the ceiling
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| Like will it open up for me cuz I’m close as fuck
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| At home starin up at the ceiling
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| Like will it open up for me cuz I’m close as fuck |