Song information On this page you can read the lyrics of the song Numb , by - Golden BSPRelease date: 09.07.2020
Age restrictions: 18+
Song language: English
Numb |
| Sometimes I feel like I wanna go back |
| To a time before my mind turned black |
| (Verse 1: Golden BSP) |
| My mind is numb, could it be these drugs? |
| I just need a buzz cos lately I don’t got no feeling |
| Only time that I feel is when I’m drunk or when I’m bleeding blood |
| I’m speaking up and nobody heals me |
| They give me hugs |
| And I don’t need it |
| Cos it’s evil homie |
| I don’t feel the love |
| With all these demons on my back it’s hard for me to even work |
| I lay in bed, just waitin' for the day to end |
| I made a massive sin and since then we’ve been the greatest friends |
| I play my cards and it’s hard with a broken heart |
| There’s open scars all over it like animals tore it apart |
| I had the master plan |
| And then it crashed now I’m sittin' in this aftermath |
| I just wanna have you back |
| Tears up on my face |
| Runnin' down my cheeks |
| Screamin' on my hands and knees |
| I been feelin' weak |
| I wanna talk to you, but you won’t answer me |
| I thought we were a family |
| It’s cancerous |
| The patterns of this anarchy |
| (Chorus: Chloe Moriondo) |
| Sometimes I feel like I wanna go back |
| To a time before my mind turned black |
| (Verse 2: Blind Fury) |
| My bodies numb |
| My minds becoming kinda dumb from all the alcohol and drugs that I have done |
| I tried to find a woman I could call my wife or somethin' |
| All I got was fightin', fussin', gripin', cussin' |
| I can’t do shit |
| Right for nothin' |
| So I quit tryin' |
| Every day feels like I’m dyin' |
| Like my brain is fuckin' fryin' |
| And there ain’t no sense in hidin' this pain that I’m in |
| So I break down the eighth and put it inside my grinder and blaze a diamond |
| Lately I’ve been finding peace in solitude |
| Instead of following bitches that don’t ever follow through |
| This rap game will swallow you (whole) |
| Bring a bottle through cos I got a few songs to do |
| That I probably won’t finish cos I wanna be alone in my feelin’s |
| I’m disappearin' |
| Inside the madness |
| Every day it’s tragic |
| I just tried to hit the mic and bring some magic |
| If I can’t y’all can have it |
| I just go back to watchin' illegal cable and feedin' all my habits |
| (Outro: Chloe Moriondo) |
| Sometimes I feel like I wanna go back |
| To a time before my mind turned black |