Lyrics Serotonin - girl in red

Serotonin

I'm running low on serotonin
Chemical imbalance got me twisting things
Stabilize with medicine
There's no depth to these feelings
Dig deep, can't hide
From the corners of my mind
I'm terrified of what's inside
I get intrusive thoughts like cutting my hands off
Like jumping in front of a bus
Like how do I make this stop
When it feels like my therapist hates me?
Please don't let me go crazy
Put me in a field with daisies
Might not work, but I'll take a maybe
Oh, been breaking daily
But only me can save me
So I'm capitulating, crying likе a fucking baby
I don't wanna miss it, ba-da
I don't wanna be sick, ah-da
I don't, la-ba-deh-deh-ba-dеh
Da-da-da-brah-la-da-da
I'm running low on serotonin
Chemical imbalance got me twisting things
Stabilize with medicine
There's no depth to these feelings
Dig deep, can't hide
From the corners of my mind
I'm terrified of what's inside
I get intrusive thoughts
Like burning my hair off
Like hurting somebody I love
Like, does it ever really stop?
When there's control, I lose it
Incredibly impulsive
So scared I'm gonna end up doing something stupid
But I try to contain it
Oh, it gets so draining
It's like my heart is failing
Every night, I'm contemplating
My inner voice is saying "tough"
So I try to brush it off
Yeah, I try to brush it off
I'm running low on serotonin
Chemical imbalance got me twisting things
Stabilize with medicine
But there's no depth to these feelings
Dig deep, can't hide
From the corners of my mind
I'm terrified of what's inside