| Let me take you back to the beginning
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| And explain to them exactly how I’ve been living
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| All the tragedies that I’ve been given
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| But nothing stop me from grabbing hold of my vision
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| I’ve never had it easy, I’m talking bout the days when
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| We had hangers on our tv’s
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| When I never hide it to be greedy
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| I remember when I used to run and skank it on the P3
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| I’m talking bout the P3 bus, nothing in the bread bin, so niggas eating crust
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| Way before these beefing stuffs
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| When niggas biggest problem was beating sluts
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| But now niggas hustle from 11
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| And then they’re like, fuck girls, I’m grabbing hold of a weapon
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| And then they’re like fuck school, I ain’t catching none of them lessons
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| And I’m just thinking, what’s happening in my presence
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| I’m just telling them the way it is
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| I’m just telling them the way I live
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| Hollowman, tell them bout the way it is
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| It’s exactly how I say it is
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| I’m just telling them the way it is
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| I’m just telling them the way I live
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| Hollowman, tell them bout the way it is
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| It’s exactly how I say it is
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| I never asked nobody for nothing, no one ain’t helped me except my soldiers
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| with the suttin
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| That’s why I do anything I have to
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| I made the last straw, cause all the pain I put my back through,
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| And the radio weren’t laying down my rap tunes
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| Called me criminal, «we ain’t paying all them rap goons»
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| Now you gotta understand where I’m coming from
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| Greasy hood nigga I was laying down the facts through
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| What I do best, should I have gone and got a strap too?
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| The only thing I know, no, I laid it on a rap tune
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| Cause I’m tryna change, they were forcing me to rap rude, you grew up 'round
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| here you might be rollin' with a strap too, Excuse me if I offended anyone
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| Through the pain in my heart, it’s the struggle that I’ve come through
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| I never thought shit would get crazy over one tune
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| I’m just telling them the way it is
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| I’m just telling them the way I live
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| Hollowman, tell them bout the way it is
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| It’s exactly how I say it is
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| I’m just telling them the way it is
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| I’m just telling them the way I live
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| Hollowman, tell them bout the way it is
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| It’s exactly how I say it is
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| Before I be faded away, still runnin' up the steps and I’m pacing away
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| Still ain’t made it to the top but I’m paving a way
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| I know that I’ma make it so I’ma patient for change
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| I remember standing in the shop, waiting for change, as a youth man,
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| grabbin' a quick cherry ace
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| Thinking to myself I won’t be a government slave
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| I’ma be something one day and nothing has changed
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| This ain’t shit that I rap, could you stomach the pain
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| Or better yet, could you stomach the game
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| I did my sentence why should I be punished again? |
| Sometimes I feel like I ain’t
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| got nothing to gain
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| They want me say fuck rap, back to flooding the caine, and getting wrapped up
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| and stay in that government place, they want
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| Me in the box, callin' the governer’s name, and then the governer calls me my
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| government name
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| Is this the message that they want for the youths of today, stop being a real
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| gangsta that’s trying to change
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| I threw a BET party, they locked up the rave, it never even started,
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| there was feds at the gate, the amount of times I’ve told Buck I’m forgetting
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| the game, and he says lowe it Giggs, you know you’re just set in your ways,
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| but at the same time you know that you’re settin' the way, if you forget about
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| this, you’re forgetting the pain
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| The feds hate me, they hate that I’m slippin' away, I was just about to sign I
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| was seconds away, they rang the record label up and they flippin' complained,
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| there they go again, are they flippin' insane?
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| I thought that it was crazy when they banned me from Wayne, they nicked my
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| little brother Spen when he stopped off the plane. |