Lyrics Mascara - GDP

Mascara

I wrote this at 2 AM at an airport
Sent two months' rent to my landlord
Said I’m not coming home and I can’t call
There’s nowhere I feel comfortable in this damn world
And I try to escape
And I fly to the bay
And I drive all day
And I’m high all day
And the girls are all nice
Or if I play
And I make a few dollars and I’m on my way
And I drive all day
And I fly all day
Thinking of everything I could never say
You need some space?
How’s 16, 000 miles?
You were seeing him all the while
And I hope I never see you again
I hope I never see you again
I hope I never see you again
See you again
I wrote this thingy to myself at an airport
I will never be everything you ask for
You felt disrespected?
Fair call
It’s not easy being a feminist in a man’s world
And I rest all day
And I stress all day
Smoke ses all day
I’m depressed all day
So we can have sex all night or we can argue
Try and not think about you
It’s hard not to
Can’t help but wondering where are you?
Staring at the same old
Yeah
You fucked him before I even got through customs
Couldn’t even look me in the eye and say «good luck»
But it’s good to hear your voice
It’s been so long
I’mma tell you something you’ve known all along
Your insecurities left you ignoring me
Now you love him more than me
We said mutual friends
Hard to avoid
Bid farewell to the bond you destroyed
For some rock star boy
Useless excuses
Heartless noise
Just spare me tonight
Careless advice
Like you don’t see where you fit into my life
Under my arm
Under the sheets
Stained with fluids that rained like sleet
When you were so quick to sleep before me
All pristine and horny
And I hope I never see you again
I hope I never see you again
I hope I never see you again
And I hope I never see you again