| Within the halls of the monastery
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| I walk the corridors in silence
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| A vow of abstinence and piety I made
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| To attain peace and holy guidance
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| All earthly pleasures I’ve forsworn
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| But when I’m desperate and forlorn
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| I take the crucifix down from my chamber wall
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| Longing to feel the Lord inside of me
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| The tempting body of christ puts me at a loss
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| My gut it hurts whenever I am
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| Alone with the cross
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| His wooden symbol bringing warmth and light
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| To where the sun is never shining
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| Makes me tremble with unholy ecstasy
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| Oh God, thy mercy I confide in
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| For this I can never atone
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| Heavenly father please condone
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| I take the crucifix down from my chamber wall
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| Longing to feel the Lord inside of me
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| The tempting body of christ puts me at a loss
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| My gut it hurts whenever I am
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| Alone with the cross
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| Defiled and broken, His image in my hands
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| Damned is my godforsaken soul
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| My oath no longer worth a toss
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| I weep in shame and bitter loss
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| Alone with my cross |